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i get most of my blog hits at night…is it day in korea?…why are u looking up hongki and hero at such hours of the night? rofl. don’t blame u one bit. ♥

*i also know that my most recent posts get read. strangely…

ripped off/stolen from glitter graphics. how we do. yeeah. JK!!

also see: coffee prince what if she wasn’t a girl? haha. great video :]

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[http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=N5U6xqQ2zrg]

i almost cried ‘i just want a perfect world, dumbest thing you’ve ever heard’ that scene…hugging her after the refrigerator bit… what if they fell in love? what if what if…stupid dreaming girl. yeah, it WAS my turn to be depressing, couldnt pass it up tho ;]

(write an emo song lois, yeah!)

can’t say she isn’t beautiful. she izzz. =)

yummy. i vote yes to 2 outta the 3! >_<

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[http://youtube.com/watch?v=j1cJalrIViY&feature=related]

lmao. this is sooo funny! it made me smile several times and it includes some of my fave scenes…and even scenes from the apple orchard episode i missed. i should go watch that right away! >_< its spankin! lol…i don’t think thats how u use that adj. but it’ll be ok! alright…so the song is awesomo and…well…except for the egg plant and fish sauce? do those really go together? do enjoy. no, i won’t beg u to! pff.

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this is sooo cute. kinda like him:

yummy!!!!!!!!

and them:aww XD

i love her voice and so i bought her CD breakaway like last year, i also got the next one for my birthday but it doesn’t compare, sorry. her next one is all depressing/melancholy. no really catchy ones…but i do love her music video for since you’ve been gone. and i like the trophy wife on too..whatever the real song title is..the thing i liked about her was her spunk and her really strong crazy vocal skills, aka her voice. now she has lost alot of weight and i’m a bit worried about her…i mean she is only 5′2..but i guess image pressure got to her…pff…anyway i love her outfit in since you’ve been gone, the little strappy black shirt thing with her dark eye shadow, i always wanted to try that! oh man! how cool does that look, eh? lol anywayz…i hope she gets to singing happier+stronger songs soon. and another thing, younha, tried to sing since you’ve been gone but its just not as good as the original. sorry asia, some things american singers really can do better. theres the racist comment for the day, and i’m off!

attitude!

jaejoong is soo hot. especially when he licks his lips. hot damn!!! but i worry for the guy. all the different styles he’s gone thro to get to where he is. it must be a whole lot of hard work to look THAT hot. he even works really hard with dbsk to look hot, all those dance moves etc…and although they’re alright, i can’t really take them seriously when they dance because they remind me of backstreet boys and silly 90s groups…but i think they would be kickass if they just stuck to singing, acting and maybe take up instruments…like ft island perhaps…see even when i start out on a diff topic it all comes around full circle to FT! lol figures. so heres a really hot pic for u guys as a reward for actually reading this, hooray!

he looks extra hot because that cool mowhawk type thing with his hair ^_^

i’m now at 4% of my pic limit..uh oh??

hot damn. i wish i were as beautiful. jk

me being such a dork and all, i watched them both at the same time to get the double impact of his voice >_< yay

HE LICKS HIS LIPS SO BEAUTIFULLY!! *SPAZZZZ*

and here it is in concert, supposedly its their 1st concert or something…sure…

look down

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so after joong hun realizes that there is a camera there the boys are like hmm…after we stop chewing why dont we give the fans what they want? they’ve finally caught on to how much fake-gayness in a turn-on to little fan girls. bravo FT, bravo! then hongki “i’ve got the power!” i would die to be joong hun for that second in time! =)

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who ever sung min is…well him and sooyoung..again, whoever she is (radio personalities?) are singing dramatically to ft island. its pretty damn funny. lol, i should make a vid of me doing that one day >_< pwahahah. thats the way fans SHOULD act. good job peeps ;)p

i forgot to mention that its frikin HILARIOUS, they dance and she does the rapping…and then the just go back to normal like “yeah…” funny thing is she looks like a shy girl. wrong.

p.s. that guy can really pull off a snoopy shirt,how does he look hot in that? how how how?! wtf?

1st love stays fondly with you no matter how it broke away.

[http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WIhT68nlhzc&NR=1]

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called ‘My Lover’

i like how she can feel comfty and sexy dressed as a boy and still be girly :] my kinda gal :)P the way the police man runs=haha

shes actually alot better than ft island at english, better than miyavi too :] no engrish 4 her! she sings since u been gone also, the one by kelly clarkson, my fave song…but not as good as kelly…sry younha…good try, at least u can actually sing it…i can’t even hit them notes chica :’[ lol i'm just finding out more about her but she sure has a variety of cool songs, like 'delete' and another one i like too but dunno what its called, update later.

another reason to like her is that she has spunk, she isn't a slut, and she isnt afraid to be punk or boyish. she's not lolita or cutesy like 95% of korean females. which is really neat. and she has a stonrg voice, parallel to kelly yet again. u go against that culture, girl! no weak pushover here -yay

my lil sis is watching a horribly stupid anime but the concept is alright, and i guess the plot is developing nicely..ish...so the concept is that [interpreted by me:] there was a girl who was lonely and she needed someone to hang with so she unknowingly created someone to be with, isn’t that cool? like an imaginary friend but real, and he doesn’t know he is made up either. :]

note: hey i hope this blog doesn’t waste ppl’s time, for example if ur searching for things on hongki and u stumble upon this instead, i’m sorry, i don’t mean to mislead you from ur search, do continue and ignore this! [hongki <33]

are you ppl serious? no matter how stupid you are, why would you believe that hongki would trash the 2 most POPULAR bands in frikin asia? what is he retarded? who commits career suicide right after their debut? and what proof have you ppl got? none. thats right. so shut ur faces. how can anyone believe these retarded fan rumors? for cryin out loud, some crazy little fan girl tried to poison a band member…i mean, clearly, fan girls are crazy. so please don’t blindly believe all this(the rumors). always question things. like this for example, is a farce. they are on shows together and stuff, so chillax ppl. these boys are 17-15 years old. why would they even care about other band’s dancing? they are instrumental. so give these teenagers some support. poor babies, stupid antis. u crazy girls need to be quiet before us normal fans get mad at you. fantards exist yes, but ignore them. its possible to be loyal to more than 1 band ok? open ur minds. and fans do not represent the bands, so if the Ft I fantards did something stupid, please forgive them and move on? ok? payce.

p.s. the funniest thing happened, i googled ‘i hate hongki’ which is NOT TRUE. and i ended up finding my blog. i’m glad no one believes all that crap. and i’m sad some overprotective fan girls made that up about him, grow up soon please!

they even said that hongki called someone an orphan, which i find hilarious as well as false, i mean thats the stupidest insult i ever heard, and for them, who are all lonely and without parents, but living together, and they even did a MV where they were orphans themselves. but still if u wanna get mad at someone theres a million and 1 better insults that “orphan.” i mean thats ridiculous.

you doin that thing you do

honestly, not THAT bad but its really cute!! “Yooh! doin zat Tzzing u duu!” plus, wonbin’s pretty voice matches with hongki’s hot deeper voice <333 but what the heck is that word “thats suppoesd to be ‘heartache’ it sounds like hurries or something..uh? LOL soo cute! and then hongki does a cute little yell thing awwww >_<!!^_^!!”

[http://youtube.com/watch?v=e0hRhrUquLQ]

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man, so since i got yelled at for being an asian obsessed freak by my bro…who got home at 3am so i should be yelling at him…course im still awake, and we’re all hypocrites…rofl…wow i’m pretty tiered <—has it always been spelled with 2 e’s?! i’m lozin it!!! ok so AIR 1 is my FAVE radio station, it got me through horrible pre teeny middle school. i was dying inside but AIR 1 was there for me, and although they repeat their songs often enough for me, who listened like 2 hours or more a day, to memorize all the lyrics and intros…i still love that station! it’s currently my alarm in the morning! <3 so i like matthew west, relient k (my fave 90s band!)[along with linkin park who in 6th grade i told some kid it was 'lincoln park so stop spelling it wrong!' sorry alan!], and all those christian bands…here are some names i’ve heard and prolly know the songs of but can’t remember if they’re cool or annoying: jars of clay, kutless, (i know i hate nickelback’s voice!), i can’t remember anymore but theres girls too…like rebecca st. james..i think? and ___chix…theres a word in that blank! anyway, i know like all of linkin park’s meteroa, and i know the anatomy of tongue and cheek by relient k like the back of my hand cause when i was 12 or w/e my bro always played it. he’s old[er]…duh…anywho…theres others like britney spears in the begining, and Pink is alright, and avril lavenge or however u spell her name is ok now [07] and last summer 07…yeah…but its December so i can call it last summer, ha! i knew all the songs on that stupid tv station IMF, but i got bored about it cause i watched so long, cause i have no life, that i knew all the lyrics, poor me! kiss FM had nothing on me! i knew em’ all, no matter how much i hated some of the overplayed overly sexed-up and just plain stupid songs, they were etched in my mind. so children, when mommy says to turn it off and then leaves, or no one is paying attention just turn it off and go play hand ball, chalk or jump rope outside…unless u wanna be obese, or anorexic…fix ur lives! lol (referring to myself of course jk) ok i also got kelly clarkson who i loved to sing all fresh year 06 so i bought her ‘breakaway’ or w/e CD cause i loved ’since you’ve been gone’ it was like my theme song although it didn’t apply to me but dang! its catchy…whatshername is ok also…um…well green day gets on my nerves cause they sing like childish boys and it all sounds the same…F.O.B is ok but they don’t like God..so…pff them! i like thats her name!! vanessa carlton, and i discovered a song called Lullabye for a Stormy Night by Vienna Teng, its sooo pretty go listen!! seriously! youtube ppl! lol so i’m not into the music scene that much, im not crazy loyal, w/e is on is w/e i’ll listen too…i like songs, not artists basically…everyone has a good song, right? give ppl a chance! things that turn me off is, too hardcore, metal, hardcore anything, screamo, country, and hip hop. sometimes hip hop is alright but usually NOT. all depends on the message and the artist/lyrics. at time jazz and r&b is what i hate…anyway…i like happy music. and sometimes depressing crap that is beautiful, like my immortal by evanescence wow…how did i spell that right? but usually things like Cascada (techno) will work for me [p.s. that means waterfall in Romanian] and beatle-y bands but not really the beatles…their thinking they are more popular than Jesus got on my nerves. ok then, off to sleep. try Air1.com it’s worth it to find the station in ur area, i give you my word. it does however get annoying around xmas when everyone feels the need to sing carols but in their own versions, aka slaughtering the original notes, or holding them too long and thinking they are original. stupid. aite, night <3. [my apologies for going a bit post crazy tonight...i NEED to get a life. but some distant fam is visiting Monday (amazing!!!!) so hope fully i'll get out of the house!!!!] *cross ur fingers* ok now uncross. good boy.

DISNEY CDs are life. i know all those songs too!!! i CANNOT believe i didn’t mention that!!

i know avatar savors strongly of buddhism and hinduism (alot) but thats just for an oriental feel and maybe its the animator’s religion/s. this doesnt mean that i support the 2 but it DOES give a really authentic feel to avatar…which means person who is a god, for hindus…or u know something like that…moving along, so i love zuko+katara (zutara) and apparently its popular and there are even antis lmao, are u serious ppl? its a drawing! but its bangin so nevermind. so i KNOW aang and katara are destined to be in love, i mean what crazy story writers would screw up the portagonists love interest? he is the avatar! ka-chow! *excuse the stupid noise* so anyway, these talented artists drew/created these and i thank them…by stealing their work…and posting it here? no! they can see this and if any of them feels uncomfortable with these up tell me and i will delete the whole blog!! ok? im sorry i dont know the names in order to give credit, but these are not mine! i googled them :]

feed: this one is the cutest! whoever thought of it is genius! anyway i just wanted to say that u know u want them together! a motherly type to solve angsty zuko’s pain. u know it!! dont lie! lol…how do i end up staying up till 3 am again? you tell me. dang addiction. but hey…*embarassed* thx for the hits, i have like 60, who are u ppl?! comment me!

HONOR:

honor comes from yourself, from knowing that you are doing right. not from others.

(…or something like that…but it IS wise.)

why do these pix take so long to load? anywho…like i said…myv is a movement, a feeling, you feel like not only being nice and caring about those surrounding you, but also like keeping your own style and being confident in your individuality. in a phrase “yes i can!”.  happy , vaguely hardcore, but nice in your actual core.

quite so. but i wonder about his features…like what his back says..a story? but i do not doubt his sexy lip ring, although i dont like his teeny nose ring…MYV! meevs/miyavius! [nickname from me]

cookie!! one of my fave pix of meevs <3!

yummy.

can’t u tell who we are! japan and korea unite! krazy hotties! lol…yeah srry about this wierdness…i know its almost 2 am…again..apologiez…hahahhaa ;]p (don’t pretend its not spankin cool!)

now its real tricky to tell us apart from the real ones, but i really must insist that u TRY!

it’s not that hard, stop ur whining! but we ARE amazing makeup con artists. ;]p

i just saw book 3 chtr. 12 Western Air temple! and zuko gets hotter and hotter, this vulnerability in men is such a turn on! i know he is a cartoon/anime so chill out everyone! lol. but u know he’s got a more developed character in my mind that jaejoong or hongki, i’ve heard him be all angsty (Zuko) etc. lol, it’s cute but can be overdone…especially if one does not cry but just phylosophizes…which is really annoying! i am taking a class in that, (involuntarily) and i hate it SO much. i just sit there seething hate. its pathetic. stupid questions like “do you use your brain to live?” and i had to write a mini essay on that. my answer was “yes, i hate you.” what more could i put down? i wanted to yell at the paper…but then ppl would have really thought i’d lost it, eh? lmao. ok so the Avatar plot is really developing! course its been developing in my mind for a long time. i had a dream that i was the avatar and i was taking ppl out…it felt so good to have that much power, i was owning ppl with air, ice/water and fire…earth isn’t that cool lol JK! ok so it was really bomb, i could protect ppl while taking fire nation soldiers out! it was bangin…don’t laugh at me! i’ll go avatar state on ur ass, ali! yeah thats right audience…ur new name is Ali…yes…accept that..rofl. so yeah…catch it, avatar owns! with an O! not a p! lol..will there be a book 4? it smells like food…ttyl…lol..goodnight ali!

and so i leave, with a kiss, she dies! naw, but heres a funny vid :

[http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=q0SbQhqHNRQ]

credit: LinzerDinzer at youtube.com

miyavi is SUCH A SPAZZ! he’s yelling COOKIES!!!! but it sure sounds a hella lot like ‘cocaine!’ LMFAO. *f is for fat* hahahhaaa.

classical music makes it soo much more pack to the punch-y!

{thats right, im NOT bound by the laws of sense nor grammar}

wanted to express something…currently not remembering what. sick of “love sick” song. still like “thunder”. would love to meet other white washed Romanians my age who want to keep in touch with their culture….but only if they’re Adventist…cause there are too many little delinquents out there…lol

to make this longer here is a vid, it starts out with meevs controlling the crowd like hitler but then he starts singing so wistfully, and all the boyishness leaves and u see the grown man side of him. i guess he’s balanced in some aspects…the MV was too wierd and mind blowing, but its something about my beloved, song called Itoshi Hito…get lyrics somewhere else..

relaxing. hear a pin drop. [his fans aren't nearly spazzy enough, he deserves louder.]

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i just wanna say i believe these 2 artists are soo successful because of their use of new sounds, like harmonicas, things filled with sand and tambourines. <33

background voices help too. and violins.

*it just occurred to my lil sis what a funny old man he will be. all tatooed and attitude.

supposedly:  Beloved One/The One That I Love

Beloved one…Don’t cry, show me your smile
If I wanted to see your tears, I wouldn’t have said ‘I like you’, would I?

Beloved one… It’s okay, you’re not alone
Because when you’re feeling lonely, I’ll feel lonely too

Beloved one…Don’t open your closed eyes
That way… that way… you can’t sleep.

Beloved one…

Not ‘For you I would die’ but ‘For you I live’
Of course, we’ll be together
Before this, before that…

If you love yourself more, can I have a part of that excess love?

Beloved, beloved one…

Even if we are reincarnated
I will still be ‘this’ me and you will still be ‘that’ you
And then, I will say the same words again
Always, always..

Beloved one…Please open your eyes slowly
Isn’t it the same as always?
It’s fine just like this.

pronounced: Itoshii Hito (beta de suman)
music/lyrics: Miyavi

Itoshii hito, nakanaide, warattemisete.
Namida ga mitakute “suki” tte ittan ja nain da yo?

[dakara, dakara]

Itoshii hito, daijoubu. Sabishiku nanka nai deshou.
Datte anata ga sabishii toki, bokumo sabishii n da yo.

Itoshii hito, tojita me wa mada akecha dame da kan ne.
“Sono mama, sono mama”-tte necha dame da yo.

Itoshii hito

“Anata no tame nara shineru” ja nakute “anata no tame ni ikiru” koto ni shita yo.
Mochiron anata mo goissho ni,
kono saki mo, sono saki mo.

Motto anata aishite yari na yo. Boku wa sono amatta bun de ii kara.

Itoshii, itoshii hito

Tatoe umarekawatta toshitemo, boku wa “kono” boku de iru kara anata mo “sono” anata de itene.
Soshite, mata onaji serifu [koto] iu n da.
Zutto, zutto.

Itoshii hito, yukkuri sono me akete goran yo.
Itsumo to onaji deshou.

Sore de ii n da yo.

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Note: The bracket in the romanji lyrics show the word Miyavi actually sings whereas the word directly before is written in the lyrics.

Translation:

My Love
music/lyrics: Miyavi

My love, don’t cry, show me your smile.
If I wanted to see your tears, I wouldn’t tell you that I love you, would I?

[So then, so then,]

My love, everything is alright, there is nothing to make you lonely.
But those times you are lonely, I am lonely too.

My love, those sealed eyes are no good.
As they are, as they are…such sleep is bad.

My love.

It’s not “I will die for you,” but “I will live for you” that you should do.
Of course you’ll be together with me
to this place and that place.

Do me the favor of loving me more because that abundance of love is good.

My love, my love.

Even if, for example, we were reborn,
because I would be this self of mine,
you would also be “that” you.
So I’ll say the same words [things] again
Always, always.

My love, slowly try to open your eyes.
It will be the same as always.

It’s good just like this.

i know it’s 2:40 am ish and i shouldnt really be up but…FT ISLAND! HWAITING! i have reason to believe i have seen every subbed video of the out there! and 3/4 of the non subbed ones…though it gets me depressed due to my complete non-korean-ness. i CANNOT believe they have antis, whats wrong with ppl? these guys are like…Zeus…lol iono…but they work so hard, are awesome 90s kids, and they perform in concert just as good as on CD…course i haven’t ordered it…yet! so just as good as MVs then…its dreadfully cold this december day but the fire in hongki’s eyes when he sings warms my heart. luckily they are all my age-ish! sweeeet deal! unluckily…i’m apparently not korean…who knew? lol…i just read some chix blog on wonbin’s arms…lol, apparently he’s “buff”, keep excersizing FT! u guys are soo skinny! and yet so sexily tall!! even the youngest member is 9 cm taller than me! thats right! i measured myself in cm for that! well not really but i’m glad i did so i could apply it to this…so go to myspace.com/5tisland…but they dont have ALL the songs, so endlessly search youtube.com for them! woot! man they are hawt! and phat, and all the deformed words for cool out there! when cute lil minhwanny cries, with his mouth open and all, like a frown type thing, its soo cute! and he puts his sleeve up..lol, they all try to look compozed…pff! <333 i really need to figure out how to get pix on here!! argh!! teach me oh fan girls of wisdom, teach me! i’ll call u master! whatever it takes! lol jk but seriously…i need to learn! i’m also getting into DBSK, they’re funny. not to mention Hero is orgasmical…for a man who looks like a girl that is…*_* maaaaan….whoooo….ok haha…calming myself down…takes a bit..hehe…alrighty then, miyavi is also someone in into now…hitting up the asian music scene is so much fun…nothing like these american bands that just fade into obscurity, these fans are loyal for Years!! wow! teach me sensei-s! too bad Romania doesn’t have hotter boys…although some of them are quite the metros *cheers* good news! {for me that is} lmao. i should REALLY get some sleep….if any of these guys happen to walk by my house and see me crazily still on the comp they might reject me as a fangirl, but i’,m trying hard to be obsessed! Ft Island Hwaiting! whatever the hell that means i have the urge to shout it form the hills! <333 like their lil congratulation song rofl, so cute! so wonbin, shows his arms off, hongki has weird shoes and a hip hop style-ish, minhwan doesn’t really match and likes suspenders [or his stylist does] so he’s adorable, joong hun…i think i spelled that right…has emo hair, a big smile and gentleman fashion…and jaejinny…i wannt call him the goat from now on after seeing the video! lol…if ur not sure what i’m talking about its ft island in a car on their way to somewhere…youtube it…good luck with my vagueness and all lol…so yeeeeaaahhh…just realized u all think i’m insane…good night <333 (can’t say i mind…or disagree…lmao

i know why i don’t celebrate holidays, besides the fact that i hate them.. lmao, i’m somewhat joking, i just don’t see the point to them…its a Romanian Adventist thing…during communism in Romania (which ended ‘90) i think it was a great sign to ur religion when u did not celebrate what the rest of the pagans were…ok so something like that…i don’t think i’m holier than thou but i just dislike holidays and thats that. but the vacation i can deal with :] ok so sorry…that started out sour! oh! lol so family is really important they are like God’s test to you, make ur mortal enemies ppl u have to love jk but these ppl support you and they are a face to come home to even if that face pissed u off yesturday…i guess my sense of family is heightened significantly more than anyone elses because all my relatives are off in Romania and i never see them…i am sooooper lucky if once i year i get to see them but its usually not that “often”.  so my fam has been there for me through everything…even when i was yelling at them to stay away…which is teenager-expected but still…i miss my relatives…and i guess im happy i dont celebrate holidays cause its pretty gay with just us 5…we hang out all the time so why do anything special? we make food for sabbath every week so why do it for “special days” o_o? lol funny face yay! when everyone thinks of 100 faces when talking about family i think of 5. and my grammy is dying (other one is already dead) and i don’t get to see her and the saddest thing is i don’t  get that sad about it cause i don’t really know her as well as i should…she took care of us whenever we came over, she worked soo hard all her life and raised 3 girls, and now because she has fallen down some stairs she’s gonna die. life sucks..but i love all my relatives alot, and i would die for all of them…but i just don’t get to see them. i’m hoping my cousin gets pregnant soon to add to the fam! (she’s married, chill!) i only have 4 1st cousins and a 5th by marriage…so im hoping for more naturally…but i have alot of 2nd cousins i’ve prolly never even heard of too…:] seriously!! i don’t even know all of them! crazy. ok then…im quite done.

whatever u do dont forget to watch school of rock featuring ft island, its SOOOOOOO cool! i wish they hit up my school!

and here is a random comment by some chick on youtube:

HongKi’s trulyyyy talented;;
He can rap, sing, act, beat box, break dance, play the drums, and guitar.
I wonder what other hidden talents he has. =o

이홍기 오빠 사랑합니다. 영원히~~
“일년이 가고 십년이 가도 나는 널 기다릴거야~~”

AND

i agree with her, i saw wonbin dance and hongki rap and its cooly..i even agree with the part i cant understand! yea! >_<

p.s. i would like to say that Pretty Boy Power, the blog authors of it, are my inspiration. i saw their amazing witty funnyass blog and i decided to make one…really in order to be allowed to comment them that theyre awesome and keep up the good work but its developed into more than that and im glad. :] i stumbled upon them while researching the lyrics for Thunder…yep..

so go watch! support ft island! buy their CD! im buying an mp3 just to be able to carry them around…along with others…yes that includes USA artists too YEESH.

note: i have NO IDEA what the korean part says but i hope it is somthing nice about ft island that will make them smile if they read it. someone PLEASE tell me what it says?~!

ok so i think i shall watch The Vineyard Man and also, Princess hours as it has an actress that i like and admire. She was in Coffee Prince, which i loved, thus i shall watch her random dramas cuz they’re prolly pretty cool too. i’m still planning to watch I’m Sorry I Love You but its depressing-ness somewhat turns me off to it, i need more happiness in my life, doesn’t everyone? coffee prince was soo good! and addictive! like Tokyo Juliet, whose main man role was really hot but the lead actress was someone i hated. Hence, its a stupid series shes too fragile and i think it sux. Also i was thinking of trying my nails in black, but they’re short and ugly, and everyone who is emo does that anyway…

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so anyway…

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so i hope these pix work, 1st one is from princess hours, which i haven’t seen (with yoon eun hye, i know her name, yay!) and the other one is “choi han gyul” from coffee prince <33 lead male…which reminds me of 10 things i hate about you starring heath ledger, actually my bro’s friend sitting on the couch right now just started talking about brokeback mtn, lmao, which wasn’t that bad…my dad didn’t know what it was so he bought it for 5$ and out of curiosity at a sleepover we voted unanimously to watch it, it was pretty good surprisingly ROFL! weirdos? i think so. heres another picture

from- http://kreahcraze.files.wordpress.com/2007/07/2007062609451912.jpg

of her in coffee prince, also known as 1st cup coffee shop or somethin like that :] and for good measure and for the sake of this blog here is the hottie:

from-http://upload.moldova.org/movie/actors/h/heath_ledger/thumbnails/tn2_heath_ledger_4.jpg

and another one : from-http://www.hollywoodteenmovies.com/10ThingsBigPic.jpg>

with his leading lady…and the wierd school counselor in the middle who was writing a dirty romance novel…lmao…i love the song in the end by Letters To Cleo called I Want You…or i want you to want me or something…its pretty up-beat. anyyyyyway now after QUITE SOME senseless expressions on everythought in my head EXCEPT what the title of this blog is about, imma start the real topic heanceforth: so yellow fever was known as a horrid disease but thx to this guy on youtube i now use it to mean that i have a fever for asians, cause they’re yellow…get it? hahaha. i love it! so innovative! w/e that really means im not sure…but it sounds right eh? so here is yellow fever the video, it takes a while to load and if it times out on u try refreshing it and then clicking the place in the vid where u left off and it’ll start reloading from there

[http://youtube.com/watch?v=63bWYFGBTuE]

credits: 2eZ4Mins at Youtube

so i am eating pineapple pizza and i just had some chicken :] pineapple is yellow…full circle back to yellow fever! so this is it NOW: my theory is that i like asian men because they are NOT afraid at all to be feminine…this is displayed in their complex (and sexy) hairstyles and their consciousness to fashion…at least the asians i like…i am talking about the fobby ones or the ones that are still in touch with their asian roots, cause most white washed asians are alot nicer and i have a feeling they are not as inclined to beat their wives…but the Fobby ones are the ones with the style. OK, so an example is Hero/Jaejoong from DBSK or w/e it is called now in eng…ok so he looks sooo much like a beautiful girl, face of an angel, long hair, and dangly goth cross earrings that are sooo cute! but also he is buff…and he sings good etc…like hongki who has the hair of a lady, so much so that when i try to draw it even the koreans think its a girl, but maybe i just suck, i cant believe how multi talented he is! he really works hard! in addition to being hot, i admire him for his hard work! he can break dance, beat box, sing, act, be funny…what else? <33 ok so…also they cry when they have strong emotions even on tv! if they can’t keep it together then some tears slip and its really cute seeing boys like minhwan (also from FT ISLAND <3) trying to stop crying! its soo adorable! boys feel that they cant show pain when women naturally love to help things/ppl in pain,whether a kitten, the boy who tripped, or the person whoze parents got divorced and granny died. we are naturally motherly!! what can i say?

STYLE

lately i have been drifting more to the thug style…not thug really but gangstah…its just that im soo much more comfty being a tomboy than a girly girl, i dont want to have to try to walk in heels or attempt to sit in a mini…i have nice legs but i dont care for u to see them…even if they are a pain to shave etc…jk…ok so i feel so much better in baggy clothes, dont get me wrong im really happy that i fit into my tight jeans well but i like sweats too..i dont mind that i have curves but i dont like to wear short skanky things…i also like hats…and bandanas…but not like red or blue…more like neon orange for me…and my hats are spunky…i dont much care for keeping a specific style…more of i stick to good personality and clothes that match…lmao..i am more of a hyper hippie…some ppl think im on crack…not literally but freshyear everyone started calling each other crackbangrr…which i made up…it might make ppl wonder but…and i think ive already mentioned this earlier…positively…i hate drugs! like cutting and jumping from guy to guy.

BOYS

boys = what is at my school. no men just a bunch of hormoned boys. yes, i know thats not a word. i dont think any of them appreciate intellect, especially that of girls. my brother said that they just want to get in a chix pants…and another friend of mine said that 95% of boys is who that applies to…but i think that is only because the rest 5% are out playing with their computers and too shy to even talk to girls…or know what to say once they get past hello…well i think i’ve written long enough but the reason i haven’t had a boyfriend yet is because i don ‘t want heartbreak or some guy groping me cause he thinks he has the right…i don’t think teenagers are emotionally prepared for a relationship or for the struggle that it is to resist sex. i mean whats the point? also, i agree with dating for starting out as long as ur aiming for courtship…not necessarily marriage but something definitely long term….anyway im tired of this topic and feel i don’t have time or resources to date, due to school work, lack of money and parental unit opposition…i’m busy. ok payce out. p.s. words are starting to look funny to me as i type them…i need sleep! today was my last day of school i get 2 weeks CHRISTmas break! yes! sleep! internet! friends!..? lol even though i don’t celebrate xmas traditionally, i don’t mind it.. but this year i’m getting pretty sick of it considering they started it in october and the carols and canes haven’t stopped since, someone put an end to this insanity b4 it starts taking 6 months! this is based on greed and its becoming even bigger than thxgiving…wow…sad americans…ok enough racism for the day. over n out <33

and here is a girly handsome/beautiful man

from-http://www.rukorean.com/files/images/Hero_JaeJoong.preview.JPG

[hero/jaejoong form DBSK]

2 pix for good measure. and they’re gorgeous, yes, ur welcome.

i think that im getting tired of ft island, i have watched freaking EVERYTHING on youtube a bout them and ill never get to see them so whats the point? ppl think im a wierdo for liking korean and japan anyway. what they dont know is im buying myself an mp3 this xmas and uploading all the asian songs i feel like uploading on there! dont worry, there will be plenty of english songs…i dont know many spanish songs anymore, especially since i learned spanish in spain not mexico, so i have a strange accent, i pronounce “z” as ‘th’ not ’s’ like mexico…but my bff is mexican, whitewashed of course lol, so we try to practice spanish but eh…it is fun though to talk to each other in spanish about secret things since there are barely any spanish speaking kids at our religious prep school with gay uniforms. i mean who likes khaki? maroon?!! and they’r e not even hot uniforms like in japan etc.

ok so AINE! im writing my best friend from 5th grade, by snail mail and its alot of fun…she lives in japan now but i don’t think she knows how i have this wavering, at times obsessive like of asia..i dont want to look like them, i just think they are hot…and i dont look good in cute clothes, i look better ’sexy’, the way some ppl put it. so im not cute, i’m hot, lol w/e i can deal w/ that rofl >_< but yeah…so aine, if u had to log on to read this im sorry! and if u never find nor read this its ok!! i just wanna say live it up! and when u come visit give me a call! we can go to chipotle and all the cool places around here…not that i can really get out much w/out a car…but i think driving is a lil dangerous and kinda scary, but fun too…given my zoning out nature i’m bound to crash…uh…

ok payce.

i know this blog doesnt really help ppl get to know me, its really hard to know me unless u are part of the 4 ppl in my family…srry.. but its like a journal type thing, u know? i need an outlet.

http://youtube.com/watch?v=SYZrHN_ceR8

(he gets hotter as u watch, b4 ur eyes, yes!!)

credit:jennikin3190 at youtube
majeste on youtube..has the japanese words spelled out on youtube for english readers.

[lyrics :]

[♥]he’s crazy, gotta respect that. neo visualism has no eng translation srry, but chorus is BOMB.. he’s the kinda guy who would kick a kitten then eat it 4 breakfast…or maybe he just looks like it? still i dig the lip ring, style and hair do<3333 especially the hair. i even like his make up and boy-ish spazzing

[http://youtube.com/watch?v=6L-mUrQdZGU]

credit: poilop at youtube, younha looks like sasuke here lol but i like it <3 dig the painted paino, the tree, her hapiness, her hands playing the piano like..beating it, and especially dig the subs! with a shovel! ya!

[http://youtube.com/watch?v=xrO0cg2kH0A]

credit:parkerlewiscantwin at youtube

its soo relaxing. Younha at age 16, auditioning for a Japanese record label.

She is playing “Asu e No Tobira” by I Wish

warning:i sound like a perv 1/2 the time in this blog. please ignore it!! ft island should apologize 4 being so hot.

SO this is me commenting on the vids i posted in “songs in mind”, and ppl they were really hard to figure out how to post…they didn’t work at 1st, but i persevered! i am frustrated cause i dont understand korean…so www.roiworld.com/mtvisland is unreadable to me…also i dont want to sign up with that site cuz its not in english…frankly…yes. ok, so the 1st vid is love sick, translated to the rhythm. other translations say slightly diff words but same meanings…i wish they had translated it with a word other than “vice”, who says ‘vice’? the music means soo much more when i can read what it means AND see his face <33 ok…i also love when he says “in this way” sounds like ‘hiro-que’ in the ending..its pretty creative and he gets this squinty eyes look like he’s trying to be in pain…good actor…but he just looks cute! like today i was telling my lil sis how some ppl are adorable…like monks with glasses and she said “if ghandi told u he would fast till we got world peace you would just be like ‘oh ok’ and pinch his wittle cheeks” lol, sad. haha. hongki just looks adorable…and really sexy actually…oh and its not just in this vid! LOL p.s. nostalgia is spelled without an e…and the person translated using the words “one” and “this person” like saying one is sad…but referring to urself makes it pretty impersonal…but i guess thats korean language 4 ya…ok b4 i get boring i want to say a last thing about this vid…how does minhwan not have his suspenders flying all over the place if they are attached only to his shirt? oh and the rap is dumb [lyrics] but won bin looks so serious its cute all the same. you HAVE to go on youtube, you can see its there in my favorites, ppl mimicking his rap on a tv show, he look vaguely embarassed…lmao, its soo bomb! i hate the little noise at the end of the song, sounds like a computer turning on…pfff…but i love hongki’s hair <33 its getting really long how the monkeys does he keep it out of his eyes? but guys in korea are more fashionable than girls in america…its amazing, hot, and scary…

UNTIL YOU COME BACK & PERSON CLOSE TO TEARS <3

i love the end song and words on this one too “abandoned me in the end” its ironic, sweet to hear, and heart breaking…cuz its not like she willingly left hot hongki..and who would? haha. i like how wonbin is like “special isnt he” like ‘an idiot, right?’ but not…and i love “hyung”, its such a cute word, like oppa, nuna and atushi…or however u spell it..with a j? anyway…japanese have cute things too like -san and -chan…it IS jap…isn’t it?… err…ignorance is bliss? ok moving on. he gets the same facial bleeding almost identical to thunder but its ok..he=hongki, anywayz, i like how they both clear that pole thing…so athletic, yummy. rofl. and hongki does a good job acting as a little bro…he seems really loving etc. the laugh he does after saying he fell on his face, brings a smile to mine…it also sounds retarded but thats the best part lol, seeing he’s human. i know korean women are portrayed as weak, even in Coffee Prince (which is a kickass, rockin and addictive soapera!<-made that word up at 7 am after watching some tokyo juliet like 5 hours str8..lol) women fall down after one slap, but passing out? a little extreme,no? it sounds like ‘nolte ka jii’ but its “neo ool dae gahh jee” he says it alot i think it means “ill wait”(correct me) i like that part of the song cause i recognize it. the next part goes “when it rains no one would know, if these are tear drops or rain drops” i died. if some boy had said that to me he would have gotten the biggest, most comforting, warm hug of his young life. i like when he says “aniiiyong” when asked about his parents. korean has such exaggerated pronunciation!! dont goodbye say goodbye dont goodbye! yeah! nonsense sounds good cuz wonbin raps it!! yeah! seriously. so he wants to meet mom and dad in space, and then he tears up in front of a girl? awww, he is soo innocent and pure, where is his pride?*-* …when that bitchy lady slaps ‘em both, i want to slap her back , i would SO fight back…like in thunder! ya! he gets some hair in his mouth and he just leaves it there <3. can someone tell me what saram means? its not love is it? is that sarang? oh boy ,*sigh*…anyway i like when he sings “even if it hurts like i would to die and gets worse i will wait for you!” how do u get worse than that? hardcore lover!! in some song or other i cant even remember if its this one or not they say something like ‘i want to die but i cant because im waiting for you’ or something…cute also. i l-o-v-e the end song its beautiful, in sentiment at least. p.s. she is a really convincing cryer! (wooo, he glares! ahha)

THUNDER

by far one of their #1 songs in my book, if not THE #1…there is a youtube mv of the soapera “im sorry, i love you” with this song and it made me cry, and now i want to see the series, though i know the ending[its depressing!]…go watch it!.. the song works wonders with the video, and the subs too, course! anyway hongki has such a DISTINCT and special voice, its deep, beautiful, soft and loud all at the same time…so he sounds sooo good singing alone, but not so much in a duet…except with wonbin who also has a pretty and soothing voice(perfect harmony), worry not! minhwan looks pretty damn hot, with that ‘dying because i love someone who wont love me back’ look, yea lust…which is a sin right? right? i don’t even know, cause f.t. island is pure sin if thats the way it is lol…anyway he looks pretty hot and i can’t believe he is 15 and that stylin! ahh!! <33 none of the boys at my school look like that, or ever will! not even the f.o.b. korean ones! although they do try really hard to keep original korean style and hairdos up. the hair of f.t. island is pretty complex…i am tempted to pierce my ears with those little dangly cross earrings (like dbsk’s hero/tvsq, who looks like a chick but has the body of a god-not buddah either) and layer my hair in innumerable layers, with bangs, for a shaggy look like f.t. island but i know bangs would annoy the daylights out of me face/eyes/forehead, like a helmet..haha…and i would hate to not be able to fully pony tail my hair, i hate that wanna-be ponytail emo style…how would i run the mile? it would get soo hot!! man, watching soo much asian youtube has really got me doing and thinking crazy korean etc. things! like saying “aish!” instead of “yeesh/geez” and waving at my friends with 2 hands, and peace signing all over the place while saying my usual “hey-ya!”(like hey you, not kung foo!) but the peace sign means victory in romania, and europeans do it all the time, i have a pic of my mom like ‘79 or so peace signing with both arms up…hmm? right? who got it from who? anyway, i’m pretty much a hippe…i like peace although i smack ppl too, but not to cause pain just as a friendly gesture…and i hate drugs!! im even reluctant to take aspirin. ok so thunder! here goes!

i can sing haneula jebal geu saram ganeun gil himdeulji andorok , which is ‘oh, sky plz dont block her path’, and im working hard on memorizing the next like, which starts with hokshina..and ends w/ andorok…which means?? what?! [hokshina geu ireumel shilsurado buruji andorok??] i need to get a korean buddy who wants to trade his language for learning mine! :’[ i dont want anyone to think im weird for trying really to learn korean...i mean, i can do what i want right? pff. i love the fight scene after they throw minhwan thro the window, where it freezes hongki's face, this is a kick ass song ,in rhythm and lyrics. but back to that fight scene, i love when he smashed that pot with a plant in it, for no apparent reason, but rage. its loud, and hot *-* XD lol, well, that was embarrassing to say but any-way..lol. i like when minhwan says "he wont have to" referring to hongki fighting again <33 then he walks away crying, which is every girl's fantasy. a sensitive guy. i like the translation that says the girl he picks will change his 'destiny', not his 'future'...i don't believe in destiny..but nonetheless. what would have been funny is if one of the girls had rejected him hahhaaa, can u imagine how that video would have turned out?!

oh yeah, i forgot to mention, i like younha, singing comet in Japanese, with that fly painted piano, also i like her audition when she was 16 on youtube singing a song called 'Asu e No Tobira' by I Wish. ok so thunder. 'my tears become the rain, my cry becomes the thunder', i never realized that those were the lines but now that i think about them, damn that sounds cool!! i like how cutely he rubbed his pony-tailed head when the teacher hits him w/ the eraser...oh and his voice is sooooo sex-filled. like i would describe it as sexy but it sounds like he's having an orgasm...sorry about the graphicicity...lol. so..namjanikka..that part about 'what a man must do' i wonder what that word means..'my sigh becomes the wind and it sweeps away our memories', where do they get this poetic crap? it sooo pretty!/creative...'the words that my lips have been hiding are the words i can no longer say'? what does that mean? i love you? at 6:22 when minhwan looks at her all lustily, yet again. hot! i also like the look he gives when she is crying and then gets up and walks right past him, while shoving him aside. he looks like he's hurt soo deeply but thinking, 'its all right i deserved it', which he didnt! when the lady teacher grabs hongki's face and his cheeks get all pudgy, and she's like "ur soo cute, what happened!" course she could prolly be his momma...but eh...rofl when he goes 'aren't i cool?' while playing the guitar, lol <33 she shoulda been like..'no..' ahaha. where is this hangout of theirs that that crush girl would be there and he would bring the teacher there too? a clubhouse? i think 'geu' means don't?..."the promise that i'd protect her forever, is one i don't think i can keep"...how cute! to promise someone that, like saying "i vow to hold ur hair back when u throw up" awww...on the same note 'casually vomit' is someone's youtube name hahaha....funny person ;]. i also like when minhwan get smacked in the phonebooth, his look after they leave too <33 “i know only one woman and i love only her” aww! “i didnt realize that could be a burden on her” *spazz* double aww! what kind of man says these ridiculously sweet things in high school? but it IS a professional-get.in.her.pants. technique! pff “it seems like youll definetly come back today, so even when i feel like dying i can’t die!” thats soooo cute! wtf! soooo cute!! i like the song I CAN ONLY LOVE PERSON because the chorus got stuck in my head during a math test…so i couldn’t do the proofs, why the heck does hongki have such a sexy voice?! i like when minhwan is crying and tying the handkerchief to his hand, and then he swallows <3, its not weird, its cute and sobby! “i’ll live forever like the way i am now” hongki, that is so corny, too dramatic! even for your genre of lyrics. we all kno changes are constant, memories FADE. not sure about feelings tho…(based on personal experience). and i’ll tell you whats wrong with liking a teacher, all the high school girls are legal for you, she isnt. and he acuses the crush girl of taking the pix in Such a Bitchy way! therez someone talking while minhwan is thrust thro the window, what did they say?! at least he makes sure the teacher is safe b4 he starts the fight. the cute part “even if my heart shatters” (drama mama) where the girl hugs a bleeding minhwan. a)im surprized she had the strength to move him, b) im laughing at the thought of minhwan getting excited, at the horny age of 15, when the girl’s chest is hugged next to his face LMAO. its thrilling and tough looking when hongki fights-although he hits no one…lol, but at the last part i feel he should have doubled up more upon being hit with a bat…and smashed over the head with glass…lol. oh, and teacher should looked way more worried too.

ok my rant is OVER my journaling nature is satisfied! now go listen to miyavi, who is a wierdo in hair styles but awesome because he is soo sexily confident…he’s kindof a cocky a-hole..but that adds to the appeal! oh, and i like the song “where is the love” i know its old now but i wanna memorize the lyrics aka be able to sing them. since its the only good hip hop out there :] (by black eyes peas was it??)

[http://youtube.com/watch?v=tt9vailcAy8] <—site where wonbin’s rapping gets semi-mocked, its pretty funny, he laughs too. [so does hongki's singing lol]

*in one of my blogs i mentioned miyavi looks like someone who would eat kittens for breakfast. truth is miyavi loves kittens and would never hurt them, look at the adorable pix of him w/that lil black n white kitten, he’s giving it MILK. so sweet u wanna cry*dies*

credit:filmjin at youtube.com, love sick translated to fit the rhythm! <3

credit:Lovefti at youtube.com

until you come back and person close to tears (cute end words) by f.t. island

credit-click video hongki and minhwan, awesome fight scene. i can sing “oh sky, please dont block her path” in korean! kickbutt fight scene +plant smashing yay! its to be continued find the next one on youtube i dont wanna spoil it. ;]

-ill comment on them later, provided they even save at all!!

i suppose u would call me a fan girl…eh…anyway i just found this band called ft. island, i am Romanian but live in USA and they are Korean…so there is a language barrier, but their hotness and the passion in their voices bridges all gaps. i like to write and i finally got internet at home! woot! this is my 1st blog and im excited! i dunno how this works really, is it like myspace? anyway my site will get better eventually, considering i made it 2 minutes ago…lol…so basically hongki sings soooo prettily it makes my mouth drop…like if i were a cartoon/anime, i would have a seizure, drool alot and SPAZZ. i love ouran high school host club..too bad it ended…but thats not what this is about…its about my weird fascination with asians…i already speak Spanish, English and Romanian i suppose i need something oriental now….i love Japan but at my school there are only Koreans so i have to settle…jk..but yeah…today in art i was talking about how they were rapping drunken tiger but should really be singing thunder or love sick by ft. island and they were like pfff…thats easy…but i was like…um, no way u can sing that pro, hongki sounds like he’s crying! <333 he is sooo hot! and then one of them was like w/e im soooo much hotter than him, cummon! (keep dreaming! lol)..good times…well i have math to do now…*hate*..i just got my psat scores back, 95% on english but math is NOT looking so good…im trying to get all A’s in school this year and i have an A in chem so yay! thats my ideal/goal, to keep an A in chem all year. but i dont want to overdo academics so that i overlook the spiritual or social parts of life…not overlook…neglect. i have hwrk! payce homies!!

p.s. im no nerd, just studious, i am a very social chick. i’ll joke about just about everything…there are no hot guys at my school. no, that was not one of my jokes. but my teachers say im not embarrassed to say anything…is that bad? i dont even know…lol [prolly hinting that i should get embarassed Sometimes ;] pff.

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