why is my baby wearing contacts, haven’t i told u ur eyes are beautiful? dontchya kno? “YAAH!”<—in his own words lol. ['hey!']

finally a shirt that FITS him. thank you stylists!!!!

credits: http://community.livejournal.com/ohmyhongki/8550.html#cutid1

myv, also looking…good..*understatement*

credit: http://community.livejournal.com/ohmyhongki/8550.html#cutid1

WHY IS JOONGHUN A WOMAN?!!

*trying to crossdress his way into our hearts*

hongki and woman jinny

[credit: xHarudo]

and them in wedding dresses…

i reached my goal of 1 comment for the year. yes, pitiful, but here is my celebration: *im glowing with pride that ppl even READ my blog* hey, guess who my favorite boy is? guess!!

credit for icons: http://exotsia.livejournal.com/2629.html#cutid1

this girl made most of them, she’s REALLY good, she has a bazillion, of the rest of fti too, and other bands as well : http://forthecake.livejournal.com/1859.html#cutid1

oh and my new fave site for fti coupling pix: http://community.livejournal.com/fti_yaoi/

sleepover, boys? ♥! *nosebleed*

found pic under yaoi? wth is that? sounds like gay couples??…

Jongbinki

want more? : http://community.livejournal.com/fti_yaoi/

[credit to fti community at livejournal something...]

if it existed it would be heart shaped.you’d think so wouldn’t you?

for you who don’t know, you will find more info on them if you type “FT Island” instead of the entire name.

so cute! hongki<333 minny looks older in this pic…i wonder if he shaves >_<’ and wonbin looks good too, although he looks like he belongs to an anime…{as its hero of course..}

ur all jerks. thats right, you reading this online RIGHT NOW. theres 4,000 other ppl just like you. they hit up my blog and NEVER leave a comment. you ppl are jerks, how hard is it to show some appreciation? i’m not going to eat you alive. sheesh.

irony: now even if i do get comments they’ll all say…”hmm, do i sense some bitterness?” lol crud. not like you all will actually comment me anyway tho…it sux, 4 serious.

Miyavi es muy caliente.

english lyrics:

Shall we dance?

1, 2, step… step by step
What is there to hide, senorita? I am the vampire whose very lifeblood trickles down
If you so desire, sink in your proud fangs to the bone]

Ah… in the pale light of the moon I softly kiss your nape in oath]
But why does it hurt so much somewhere in the depths of my heart…

“I guess I fell in love with you”

1, 2, step… step by step
Shall we dance, bonita? Take my hand and move your hips with mine - un, deux, trois
With our lips so close they almost touch, the suddenly whispered words are “Te amore”

Ah… the rose of passion that bloomed in my breast presses its thorns into my heart
And whenever I think of you, I shed tears of blood

If this love cannot be, might as well just destroy it
Is it wrong to feel that way?

If I were not me, would I be good enough?
Even though I could love you without ever hurting you…
1, 2, step… step by step
When the time comes we rendezvous, and when the dawn comes again we part

Ah… I’m just a pathetic mosquito that can’t even get close to you, who I loved
“I want to hold you, I can’t hold you…” because I’m afraid I might break you

Even if this ever-changing body completely dries up
No matter what, before this love becomes a sin
If my kiss never reaches you, if this love story can never be
Please, if only in my dreams, let me hold you close

The more I think of you, the closer we are the farther apart we become… like the moon and sun.

Ah… the rose of passion that bloomed in my breast presses its thorns into my heart

-senora senorita lyrics

~credit: hermion

description^: This is my 1st Miyavi Fanvid… I wanted to make a video, where I can enjoy to watch how Meev is acting “freaky”. *lol* It’s just a cut from his PV’s… The song is from Skye Sweetnam-Sugar Guitar. I heard her song in the album “Love for NANA”)

tears of laughter + on the verge of peeing myself. watch! but 1st, my advice: empty ur bladders.

[princess hours parody with suju]

*tears* [NO!!! I FARTED!!]

*catches egg in hand* turns into the incredible hulk*

screw that.

rofl (hug sexy version)

caused by listening to my Hongki’s voice….i’m serious tho, my heart flutters.

hahaha. “love sick” is a good word for it..irony i feel thy sting! lol w/e

for all your sing along needs here is all of cheerful sensibility translated:

http://neko28.wordpress.com/lyrics/ft-island-2/ft-island/

credit: neko28

and here is the refreshment:

http://neko28.wordpress.com/lyrics/ft-island-2/special-album-the-refreshment/

for all ur korean mp3 needs here is the site that has all the freaking bands ever in korea:

http://neko28.wordpress.com/korean-mp3-songs/

FT Island - Thunder

My tears become the rain
My cry becomes the thunder
And they shatter my heart
Don’t go, please don’t leave me
Even when my heart screams out like crazy
You can no longer hear me

Oh sky, please don’t make it difficult for her
Please don’t let me call her name by mistake
Oh love, you must let that person go
Because thats what a man must do

My sigh becomes the wind and it sweeps away our memories
Even when I try to return to my place, I can’t
I love you, oh I love you
The words that my lips have been hiding
Are the words that I can no longer say to you

Oh sky, please don’t make it difficult for her
Please don’t let me call her name by mistake
Oh love, you must let that person go
Because thats what a man must do

Even if my heart shatters
Oh sky, please don’t make it difficult for her
Please don’t let me call her name by mistake
The promise of protecting her forever
I don’t think I can keep it
Please meet someone good and be happy

FT Island - Love Sick

When I miss you, I close my eyes and I could see that person better
I try to forget and erase but I get reminded of that person even more
I told myself lies, saying that she’d be back
But that person never said she’s coming back so all I can do is wait

The sin of loving that person a lot, the sin of loving you a lot
Because of you, and because of sin, I’m sick of waiting
The sin of loving you more, the sin of missing you a lot
Because of you, and because of sin, I’m crying with pain
Like this

I told myself lies, saying she’d come back
But that person never said she’s coming back so all I can do is wait

The sin of loving that person a lot, the sin of loving you a lot
Because of you, and because of sin, I’m sick of waiting
The sin of loving you more, the sin of missing you a lot
Because of you, and because of sin, I’m crying with pain

Breaking up is fast, but forgetting is hard
The love is painful, and I am hurt alone

Did you have to leave that far away from me?
Did you have to leave that far away from me?
I should’ve loved you with all my life
But you forgot me now like a heartless person
I should’ve loved you with my all
But now you live forgetting me

With all my life, the person that I love
That person only gave me tears and left
The tough love which I was hurt alone

The sin of loving that person a lot, the sin of loving you a lot
Because of you, and because of sin, I’m sick of waiting
The sin of loving you more, the sin of missing you a lot
Because of you, and because of sin, I’m crying with pain
Like this

just the parts i like. i’d fix the grammar errors but i wouldn’t want anything to get lost in translation.[why is jonghun so shy when he plays one of the most hardcore rocker instruments?]

SPICY : The name of your band “F.T Island”.. how are you get it from? Who came up with it?
HONGKI : we named it together, it has a great meaning and very meaningful of us
‘F.T Island’ is derived from ‘Five Treasure Island’ means The Five Treasure in the island, we want to be everyone’s treasures. *smiles*

SPICY : If I want you to describe about each other, how do you want it to be?
HONGKI : ‘Jae Jin’ is the clever one and excellent in his studies, he also can modified his voice excellently, he always imitates other singers and he’s very funny too. *smiles*
JAEJIN : ‘Won Bin’ is an active guy, he doesn’t like to sit down and do nothing, and he’s shy too. *smiles*
WONBIN : ‘Min Hwan’ is our very… lovely youngest brother and he will plead with us
and he loves everyone as much as we love him very much. *smiles*
MINHWAN : ‘Jong Hoon’, his face is beautiful, so I think he looks like a woman,
although he isnt, however he is very good leader and very gentlemanly too.
JONGHUN : ‘Hong Gi’ is a good singer, he loves to talk and he is funny too, he always never fails to make us laugh.

HONGKI : I like girls with beautiful eyes, keen eyesight and have good habits too *smiles*
JAEJIN : I like gentle girls, sweet, good habit, sincere and rarely tell lies.
WONBIN : I like lovely girls with good habit, it’s enough. *smiles*
MINHWAN : Because I’m very cry-babyish, I want a girl who likes me the way I am and most importantly … she has good habit too.
JONGHUN : The one who can understand me well, knows one’s mind and has a good habit.

SPICY : If you find a girl are you fall in love with, how are you going to let the girl know that you love her?
HONGKI : I’ll do nothing. I’ll wait until she finds out by her own. *smiles*
JAEJIN : Yeah, same here, I will wait until she finds out by herself, because I’m very shy, I don’t think I am brave enough to court her surely. I will be a great friend and slowly become closer to her.
WONBIN : About me … if I’m sure that I like her, I will told her “I like you”.
MINHWAN : I will let her know about me slowly, I must let her happy whenever we meet up. then if it seems okay to her and myself… I’ll tell her that I like her.
JONGHUN : For me, I will become friends with her first, often shows care and helps out, after that she will know by herself that I love her. *smiles*

SPICY : In the next 10 years, what do you think you are going to be?
WONBIN : We will continue to work under the name of F.T Island.
MINHWAN : Yes, we are F.T Island forever.
JAEJIN : If by that time Thai fans still love us, I will go back to Thai again.
HONGKI : For me…maybe becomes soldier. *laughs*
JONGHUN : Perhaps I will become a good daddy for my children.
HONGKI : Oh~~ I’ll quickly get married to *laughs*

SPICY : umm…Honggi, are you planning to marry first or become a soldier first?
HONGKI : I’ll marry first and then become a soldier.

Translator : Yoshinaki Waya@Chunsa.exteen.com

i cant believe Wonbin feels manly hitting those frail notes…i CAN believe Hongki…w/e that means ;D

though he is awkward waiting for wonbin to finish singing, he has nothing to do! LOL ^_^

MARIIIIA! ave maria!

suddenly wish my name was maria. jk. rock on maria….lucky…grr…jk

a MYV fan video, credits at the end. sounds like he’s saying MORIO…but i’m clearly not Japanese enough to know what that is >_<

sounds cool but i saw it roughly translated n can’t say i dig the lyrics- really srry meevs!! <:[

song: papa mama nozomare nu baby

"Mou ii yo, mou ii yottara
yameteyo, hottoiteyo, kamawanai de yo"

translation

"Enough, enough already
Stop it, back off, just leave me alone"

bonus: hongki's cute butt....apparently its "sexy", but don't take it from me, watch jonghun's hand! haha

p.s. Maria [originally by 김아중] ..iono who that is either..bwahahaha

HIT UP SoCal Miyavi!!! Don’t be lonely, we love you! ur personality is so great! ♥♥♥!!

sing on!

jacked from : http://www.o-re-sa-ma.com/  <—-the official miyavi site!!

Recently, JaME had the opportunity to interview Miyavi before the JRock Revolution festival in Los Angeles, California. The artist was casually dressed and spoke to JaME in English.

Since the last time we spoke with you in Vegas, have there been any more secret missions?
Miyavi: Secret missions? Ohh, no.

Are you planning anymore secret mission? Or is it a secret?
Miyavi: Yes, there will be more, but it’s a secret.

You always have really interesting tour goods, like the miyavi-cans and the MYVSRocks skirt. Are you directly involved with the ideas for your merchandise, or do you have a team that does it for you?
Miyavi: That comes from me. Yeah.

You’ve been part of the visual scene for a while now, what are the biggest changes you’ve noticed in the newer VK bands?
Miyavi: There have been changes in style and attitude in the music. It’s quieter. Back in the day all the musicians were harder. Now it’s less so. But now Japanese culture is getting bigger, spreading worldwide. I’m proud to be a Japanese artist.

A few months ago you played a mini show in Las Vegas. Looking back, what was your favorite moment from that show?
Miyavi: There were people from so many walks of life, many of them were hip hop, and there were NBA allstars there, and people celebrating Chinese New Year. But, my fans were also there. I was excited and so glad to see my fans.

Were you aware of the 21 and over age limit ahead of time?
Miyavi: Yes, but it was a night club, there was nothing we could do, we had no choice. But I am always very proud to be playing at any place.

Do you feel that you’re received differently by the US audiences than you are in Japan?
Miyavi: It’s the same, the same energy level, the fans are the same. But, my first time playing in the US I was so excited, because the fans now like Japanese culture such as anime, fashion and Visual Kei. That’s why I was so excited, there was such enthusiasm for Japanese culture.

What hopes do you have for this performance at JRock revolution? Are you looking to increase your US presence, or are you just here to play for fun?
Miyavi: I’m here for my fans. Just the fans. I will play anywhere. Anytime, anywhere, I will play music for my fans. That’s why I’m here in America.

What can US fans do to encourage you to tour here?
Miyavi: In America? A collaborative tour, or on my own?
On your own
Miyavi: Fan mail. Lots of fan mail. I am always reading fan mail from the US and overseas. Even when it’s kind of hard to read.
Does it help you with your English?
Miyavi: Yeah, it really does. It helps me learn.

How did you meet the artists that performed with you during your 5 days lives in Tokyo last year?
Miyavi: By coincidence. They’re from different genres, hip hop, tap dancer, traditional Japanese drum, beat box, DJ and a drummer.

Were you looking to do this sort of performance and then met these other artists, or did you decide on the performance after you met them?
Miyavi: No, before I met them. I was trying to gather all of them. It was very complicated. Sometimes I went to a club and looked for a special person. Sometimes I went and played on the street, and they would come along and jam, and I would meet them that way.

In July you’re releasing a mini-album with re-recordings of a few of your previous songs. How did you choose those songs?
Miyavi: I picked the ones that I thought would make my fans happy. My musical style has changed. The core of each song remains the same, but the style changes. I am always changing, it’s part of life, my life style. Be positive, not negative. Don’t hesitate and go, that sort of thing. I can feel it even now. I want to make my fans happy.

Recently on your blog you said that you were looking forward to “screaming in the background” in a band again. What other aspects of being in a band, as opposed to being a solo artist, do you enjoy?
Miyavi: I like the groove. You get a groove from the other members, there’s a chemistry between them. And also I’m lonely. As a solo artist I don’t have to report to everybody, but honestly, I am a lonely person, that’s why I like being in a band.

Do you feel that being in a band places less pressure on you, because the decisions are not solely your responsibility, or does it place you under more pressure, because you have to meet the expectations of multiple people instead of making music that please just you?
Miyavi: It’s complicated. A little of both, there are good things and bad things. In a band, there is responsibility for each person, but there is also chemistry.

Many of your fans fear that you will no longer produce solo work if you rejoin a band. Can you tell us if you have plans for the future regarding solo work?
Miyavi: What I can say now is that I am going to make a new style. I can promise that. I’m a guitarist, and I’m always covering different genres. Hip-hop, funk, jazz, rock and punk - with these I want to make a new style of music. This summer I’m going on tour including Germany and Korea. After that I’m going to release a new single, that’s going to be a new sound. It’s Neo Visualism.

What can fans expect from the Neo Visualism tour, will it be a big change?
Miyavi: Not a big change, but I mixed my style. I’ve always been a rock artist, but I mixed rock, pop, and many genres to create something new.

For fun, if you ran PS Company, what would the initials PSC stand for?
Miyavi: Perfect Special Culture.

Do you have a final message for your US fans?
Miyavi: I came to rock you all on the stage. I’m a visual artist, and I want to express my feelings through my music. My lifestyle is best described as Kabuki. Kabuki is Japanese culture, a live art with humor. The visual industry is getting bigger in the world, but I want to make a new style. There’s no meaning to repeating the same thing over and over. That’s why I want to make a new style, a new vision. I call it Neo Visualism. I want to go to America and everywhere in the whole world to rock them. Please enjoy my music, and please wait until I can come to you.

i will wait till u hit us SoCal!

Edward

pros/cons:

• pretty dang sexy
• passionate
• protective
• not emotional enough
• suppressed
• appears too relaxed
• greek-god like [UNreal! ♥]
• very mature
• very gentlemanly
• unreasonable relationship, based on lust
• nice self-restraint, although we all know he wants to bang her to pieces
• too introvert, appears kinda ‘locked’
• like a worried mother

Jacob

• warm
• honest
• human connection
• SO emotional
• cute boyishness
• cute vulnerability
• affectionate
• reckless
• bit disrespectful
• impulsive
• crazy
• a bit forceful
• vaguely scary…really scary actually, when he gets mad

i like edward but i wish he had jacob’s personality, does that make sense? jacob is too young for Bella…but edward might be too old…w/e

*currently in the middle of book 3*

both:

• ripped/muscly
• sarcastic
• love Bella
• want to protect her and are capable of doing so, but also, have to try not to kill her at the same time. so sad.
• both tease the life outta her ;]

makes me wonder if i’d rather have a quiet boy who loves me outta his mind but can’t express it, or a normal boy who loves me alot but is quite human and we fight and make up alot. oh, and smack each other around playfully lol.

*cant wait for the next book :]* curiosity

to get over heath, my baby, heres something hilarious. longer u watch FUNNIer it gets!

3 thousand and 0hhhh nine hits. oh 9 is no coincidence >_<!

“One of Australia’s top young stars is dead. New York City police have confirmed that Heath Ledger died from an apparent overdose of sleeping pills in a Manhattan apartment.”

*IT MIGHT HAVE NOT BEEN A SUICIDE. the pills wer PRESCRIBED, and who would leave the world on purpose with a 2 year old to think of? not heath.*

why heath whyy?!!!! HEEAAATH!!!! wtf?!!!! arrgh!!! im so mad at you!! you had it all, what was the matter?!! you had matilda, she was only 2, heath, 2!!! now she has no daddy. wth?! i never met you but i really enjoyed casanova and 10 things i hate about you. you were only 28, you had gr8 things going for you. you were hot…and funny…and talented..and now this. is the 2nd coming upon us? 1st steve irwin now this?! Heath! this hurts buddy. its not giving the rest of us much hope. i was hoping you, one of my fave male actors, were gonna star in a movie with one of my fave female actresses, keira nightly or maybe kate hudson? but i suppose i can see the reason if you were depressed…your life is entertaining people..was that not meaningful enough? im srry…i think that was disrespectful actually. so imma shut up and go mourn. when i got the call i was horrified. i didnt know the details, just the death. and i was like “stop joking! ur not serious!!” i freaked. so thx heath, maybe i’ll appreciate life more now, and i’ll definetly reach out to brooding emo kids now, 4 shure. i love you. i’ll miss you. goodbye heath.

jan 22, 2008.

‘i can’t quit you’ his name shortens to ‘heat’ afterall.

KILLER SMILE.

i’m sliding between crazy obsession and indifference…one day i want to draw them, the next i say im not that into them. one day i want to memorize the syllables of their songs to sing them aloud and the next i think korea sucks. my life is hopelessly retarded. i need some good ol distraction and no i dont mean asia!

SPAZZZZZZ!! yyyyaaaayyy! You ppl really do come from all over the world, i’ve got portugal and australia, mexico and india somewhere, alot of america[even hawaii], some japan…and sadly…i can’t identify some of the dots because of my horrible geography retardation…apologies…but yeah!! this deserves a pic spam party!and 3 pix seems to be enough. lol this pic is dedicated specifically. now pay attention children. its for “pretty boy power” the bloggers/fan girls.[they LOVE wonbin's arms...uh?] i want to thank them, because without them i would have NEVER started blogging. it was out of an intense need to comment their awesome blog and tell them what a good job they were doing that i even created an account. so way to go, girls! spazzes hwaiting!

and young u-know yunho for good measure. :]p

and minny being cute. hwaiting fti! [though he can't see thro his bangs, do these boys HAVE foreheads?]

EDIT: 2 ppl from alaska too! >_< and they really like me in the upper right corner of USA…

*embarassing life moment*: can’t even find korea on a map…uh-oh hongki…

joke: where did the continents go? its ALL red dots now!! lol and STILL i have an earth shattering record of 1 comment. wth?! :[

oh yeaaaah, rhode island, you LOVE me! lol or where-ever that huge dot is at.

you call it spam i call it a blog. whats the diff? i dig his music, and his voice. sounding like it’ll break but it never falters. and his passion. and his laughing while singing, and going “CHYEEEAH!”

7 samurai sessions owns, go buy it ;]

you dont even need to ask if i’d wake up to that, yes!!!i downloaded 7 samurai sessions and they’re actually really good! they cheer me up instantly, not to mention the head bobbing the songs require….although i must say that i like selfish love better on the acoustic version like on the MV…apologies…i wonder if meevs really did go to L.A. for dance lessons…in that case should i try and find him? jk everyone jk! relax miyavi.

lover if u weren’t real i’d make you up. -j. arthur

thats from a song, i don’t know which one. on a weiiiiird note i’m into piano music. it feeds my heart when it aches. i used to play it waaaay back and i think its the most beautiful instrument. i also like the acoustic guitar, the oboe, tambourine, etc. i grew up on classical music until i was like…10…so i used to hum only classical music…haha. it has a whole different power than music with words.

anyway i was thinking of “things we go through” by hawk nelson, where did i hear it? 90.1 Air 1, of course!!

other bands that have their moments are: relient k[always gr8], jars of clay, FM static, hawk nelson etc.

so yeah, boys. wtf?! my life is soo much more fun when i’m infatuated with some random hot idiot. some hot boy i would never date but would always oogle at. its so stupid that i need this to have an entertaining life. take hongki for example. i have no boys i like at school so i’m getting into the whole asian music scene, j-pop/rock and k-pop/rock, these boys sell themselves REAL well. its their job to look smoking hot. miyavi, ft island, dbsk, who could resist? pleeease. no one! what is up with me needing boys? i think its as a result of sin. you crave retarded things that look good but are bad for you- example: gallon of ice cream. i mean every girl on the planet wants to be on hero. [jaejoong] and that is his purpose. he is a pretty face for us to idolize. but the Bible says not to have idols. what do i do?!! i don’t worship him but the time i spend oogling these boys is ungodly. waaay too long. longer than i concentrate on school even. will continue this later. cuz:

-slept 17 hours. gotta trim roses. boss all up in my face.

anyway its a pretty sweet song.

This Is A Call Lyrics
Artist(Band):Thousand Foot Krutch

She fooled all of her friends into thinking she’s so strong
But she still sleeps with the light on
And she acts like it’s all right on, as she smiles again
And her mother lies there sick with cancer
And her friends don’t understand her
She’s a question without answers
Who feels like falling apart.
She knows, she’s so much more than worthless
She needs to find a purpose,
She wonders what she did to deserve this

CHORUS
She’s calling out to you
This is a call, this is a call out
Cause everytime I fall down, I reach out to you
And I’m losing all control now
And my hazard signs are all out
I’m asking you to show me what this life is all about

And he tells everyone a story,
Cause he thinks his life is boring
And he fights so you won’t ignore him,
Cause that’s his biggest fear
And he cries, but you’ll rarely see him do it
And he loves but he’s scared to use it
So he hides behind the music
Cause he likes it that way
And he knows, he’s so much more than worthless
He needs to find the surface
Cause he’s starting to get nervous

CHORUS
He’s calling out to you
This is a call, this is a call out
Cause everytime I fall down, I reach out to you
And I’m losing all control now
And my hazard signs are all out
I’m asking you to show me what this life is all about

Have you ever felt this way before
Cause I don’t wanna hide here anymore
Take me to a place where nothing’s wrong
And thanks for coming, shut the door
And they say some one out there sees us,
Well if you’re real, then save me Jesus
Cause I’ve been this way for far too long
I wasn’t meant to feel alone

CHORUS
I’m calling out to you
This is a call, this is a call out
Cause everytime I fall down, I reach out to you
And I’m losing all control now
And my hazard signs are all out
I’m asking you to show me what this life is all about
Show me what this life is all about
Show me what this life is all about

SO RIDICULOUSLY GOOD LOOKING ITS ILLEGAL!!!!!!!

whos hot? ur hot. yes, yes you are. ;D skeet!

lookin depressed but pretty hot for jaejin.

this is HOT:

so is miyavi’s song : “papa mama nozomare nu baby” love the “MARIAAAAAAUh” or w/e the heck he is sayin >_< ♥ spazz on! myv foreva!

music profile:http://profile.myspace.com/index.cfm?fuseaction=user.viewprofile

&friendID=307504591

hongki, drawn by some chick named repaged on deviant art. says she likes his face but doesnt listen to kpop much. she didnt even know his name…but this is gooooooooood!

the song “cling” is sounding better and better to me…i used to dislike it alot…fti hwaiting!

yes, i call hongki, honggo ~> affectionately. what a cute name right? sounds like a big oaf. it fits a teenage boy quite well.

heres a pic i had to steal because it made me happy

what resemblance!

i’ve been wanting to put this up but have been to lazy. yay me.

i also resized it for you ppl. yes ur ARE welcome!

Robbie hart (singing):
I wanna make you smile whenever youre sad
Carry you around when your arthritis is bad
All I wanna do is grow old with you

Ill get your medicine when your tummy aches
Build you a fire if the furnace breaks
Oh it could be so nice, growing old with you

Ill miss you
Ill kiss you
Give you my coat when you are cold

Ill need you
Ill feed you
Even let ya hold the remote control

So let me do the dishes in our kitchen sink
Put you to bed if youve had too much to drink
I could be the man who grows old with you
I wanna grow old with you

READ THISSS!!! ARGH! lol.

my very 1st ever. since i’ve never heard of fanfics b4. are u ppl crazy? but here it is. i’ve adopted the craziness. XD

caught in a shadow but eyes aflame. Hongki stepped into the light. his eyes retained their burning shine. walking down the sidewalk, hands shoved in pockets, shaking his bangs out of his eyes, he fumed. his fangirls were getting on his nerves. his life was getting harder, all this singing practice and tv appearances were taking chunks of his life away from him. who he really wanted he couldnt have. what more could go wrong? younha would never look at him in the way he looked at her . she would never see him in that light. his depression deepened as he thought of his nemesis jaejoong. her apparent taste was for pretty boys, not for him, young and rugged. [lmao srry ;] then a light downpour started from the sky, it kept getting stronger by the minute. as he continued his lonesome walk his [thin] white shirt damp [of course!!!] , blue jeans soaked, water pouring down his face, tears sprang to his eyes. this day was horrible! he had to laugh upon seeing the irony in this, same as his sad lyrics, you couldn’t tell if they were tear drops or raindrops. as the sky cleared Hongki sat his cute butt down on a bench by a maple and a willow. he ignored this bizarre mix of trees as his thoughts traveled/flowed back to younha, so beautiful, so funny, so spunky/sassy. the perfect girl for him. strong personality, hilarious, passionate. as he sat he noticed a girl on the opposite side of the bench. she turned her head over to him. “hey” she said. “hello” he returned. she was beautiful, a smirk crossed his pretty face, this day was looking up already! in conclusion, her name was the same as mine and she made him feel ALL BETTER. i won’t tell you how, but i will tell you that she still plagues his dreams and that he now craves her and not younha. lmao. wow. i’m lame/cruel. yay! >_< jk. hope u enjoyed this retardation as much as i have! yipee!

new proverb: ‘once you go Romanian you………….can no longer rhyme?’ PFFF. HAHA. yeah!! man i’m good

All I Want Is You

by Barry Louis Polisar

you all want to download it so search myspace music for juno soundtrack. thats where i downloaded it and i know thats what u want so go get it. pfff.

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this blog is really popular i’m glad i wasnt the only one listening to lyrics while watching that bomb movie. rock on juno! also, feel free to comment me :] and may i suggest ‘FT Island’ as a good band to get into, and Miyavi. they’re both upbeat and rockin…a bit pop.

If I were a flower growing wild and free
All I’d want is you to be my sweet honey bee.
And if I were a tree growing tall and greeen
All I’d want is you to shade me and be my leaves

{repeat above thing ^}

All I want is you, will you be my bride
Take me by the hand and stand by my side
All I want is you, will you stay with me?
Hold me in your arms and sway me like the sea.

If you were a river in the mountains tall,
The rumble of your water would be my call.
If you were the winter, I know I’d be the snow
As long as you were with me, let the cold wind blow

If you were a wink, I’d be a nod
If you were a seed, I’d be a pod.
If you were the floor, I’d wanna be the rug
And if you were a kiss, I know I’d be a hug

If you were the wood, I’d be the fire.
If you were the love, I’d be the desire.
If you were a castle, I’d be your moat,
And if you were an ocean, I’d learn to float.

Copyright by Barry Louis Polisar

LYRICS TO “ANYONE ELSE BUT YOU“

JUNO, MICHAEL CERA & ELLEN PAGE♥ VERSION

Your part time lover and a full time friend,
The monkey on the back is the latest trend,
Don’t see what anyone can see,
In anyone else,
But you

Here is a church and here is a steeple,
We sure are cute for two ugly people,
Don’t see what anyone can see,
In anyone else,
But you

We both have shiny happy fits of rage,
I want more fans, you want more stage,
Don’t see what anyone can see,
In anyone else,
But you

I’m always tryin to keep it real,
Now I’m in love with how you feel,
I don’t see what anyone can see,
In anyone else,
But you

I kiss you on the brain in the shadow of the train,
I kiss you all starry eyed,
My body swings from side to side,
I don’t see what anyone can see,
In anyone else,
But you

The pebbles forgive me,
The trees forgive me,
So why can’t,
You forgive me?
I don’t see what anyone can see,
In anyone else,
But you

Du du du du du du dudu
Du du du du du du dudu
I don’t see what anyone can see,
In anyone else,
But you.

(sound of people running)

on a me note: i have good taste in music, so check my blog out, aite? thank you v.much and…enjoy! >_<

dearest,

ahahhaa. i just got to call u dearest! yes! >_< dream come true! sorry…ok. so i want to say that the things u make girls feel are UNFAIR. how can you be so hot? i’d never seen you before last year about november-ish. your voice makes me fly, you should be ashamed of yourself! haha. ;] hongki, i love ur little side smile/smirk. XD and the way you sing, like there is a girl standing in front of you that looks like a greek goddess and she has just said no to you! man, that pained look really suits you ^_^! good acting! and ur hip-hop looking wardrobe is cute too…its the big shoes that make u look gangsta, hahaha. and your voice…maaan…the vibrato…*sigh* *swoon*. you get the picture. anyway, you are looking alot skinnier and i DONT CARE if asian girls like skinny boys! stop losing weight! i don’t think its on purpose i think you all [wonbin,minhwan,jaejin,jonghun and you♥] have been working much too hard for your young ages. i beg/implore you all to go on a month long vacation!!! please sleep and eat well! i know you all still go to school, so your lives must be really demanding {schedules,concerts, tests etc.}. but please be healthy! we all [fangirls] love you guys so much and your images are burned/etched in our minds, so if you left for a month, it would just give us time to try and absorb your glorious features. i’ll edit this later, obviously, because its on the internet i can’t say what i want to. because of this needing to be PG. jk! or is it? bwahahha. *wink* ha. {the world may never know if that was a jk!! lol}

i heard FT surfs the internet alot. but you suck at english…asking for the school supply store and getting pencils instead? tsk tsk. sad. but on the bright side you did memorize ‘that thing you do’ in english…so bravo

too much love,

your one crazy white fan girl. [white? what?!]

p.s. i feel somewhat responsible as a fan, for taking your childhood. you never get to go out with friends and just be a STUPID teenager…you want to uphold your image. but you are only a 17 year old BOY and you need to be crazy, but they wont let you. so i guess i should say…good job being disciplined? sucks for you but you choose this career.

suggestion for FT Island: follow in DBSK’s footsteps. speak respectfully to each other, be silly on tv, and make awesome mini series with a cool story lines, like “dangerous love.” and couples? hwaiting! although you guys are a bit young for that but it won’t stop the crazy fan girls from pairing you guys up together…so just go with it :]p ♥

saw this shirt on wonbin once…so they share clothes, muy bien :]

i’d be depressed too if i couldn’t walk on the street w/out a bazillion pix getting taken…even if i WAS so hot.

the kitten!!cute outfit :]

right now i just had the funniest typo of my life : HONGGO. wtf?!! rotfl that RUINS his life image! my hubby: honggo. ahh yess. ^_^!! lmao

read my fanfic blog about their nonexistant fictional “love relationship”, its titled “MAKE BELIEVE my fan fic -yipeekiyay Hongki!” go find it!

hongki looks hot even from the side, younha is always hot lol, good job girl! hongki’s glasses suit him VERY well….and as always there are his random offbeat shoes. wth? but i guess its a personal touch or something..w/e. if anyone can tell me me when and where this happen i could edit this anytime w/extra info :] anyway, Hongki’s voice is sooo….aghh….sooo! the words escape me when i try to explain but here i go: its like this…spellbinding, and immediately after listening to his voice for 5 seconds or longer, if you hear ANYONE else’s voice singing you will HATE it!! and crave hongki’s voice again…after about 2 or 3 seconds of ‘voice hate’ you will then start to be like…oh ok…this other person sings fine too…but its something about hongki’s voice…its so distinct, like no singing i’ve heard before [course i'm hopelessly limited so ehh...but] its like he can’t blend too well with any other voice because he was made to stand out in voice….wonbin is the only one who perfectly harmonizes with his distinct voice. wonbin sings fine, ‘he holds his own’ i think i used that expression right..? anyway, his soft voice is beautiful but not nearly as strong…its pretty comforting tho..anyway getting back to the book i’m reading “twilight” by stephanie meyers. in the beginning it let down my pent up expectations but i regretted thinking that before too many chapters had passed. now its filling me up with all this spazziness and i have to put the book down and get AHOLD of myself!!!! quite often…there’ll be more on it when i finish it. but i give a thumbs up right now. :]p ♥

to all those of you out there who notice lil mistakes. just stfu. these bands work really hard and you could not imitate what they do there on that stage in a million years so stfu!!!! where is the love?!! be a good fan and shut up! only good words!

on a Totally UNRELATED note: i love miyavi’s voice. sounds like it will crack but it wont. and its pretty sexy.

and hongki’s voice=all that is sexy in the world lol

jaejoong has a nice voice too.

[boys look tired, worry me. take care of ur health!! go on a vacation! the fans can wait! ur faces are unforgettable, dissapear from the scene and give us some time to digest u guys. take a month off.] credit: from monmonsnow2 @youtube.com

dig the high ponytail. not exactly like the mp3 version, duh, cuz its LIVE! woot! damn the fan girls are LOUD. FINALLY!!! what ft-i deserves!!! voice sounds deeper….hongki, meet puberty. jonghun’s cute smile, center stage. hongki looks skinnier…boo…dont!!! stay healthy!! wtf is wonbinny wearing? srry.. as 4 minny…i think they should get a song with a drum solo :] pobrecito…dig hongki’s emo boy pants. yummy!!!!!! and now he wears those spike earrings and i think he has more than 1 piercing…i think they want to be cute AND hardcore…hmm? but. these boys must be really stressed, please dont lose anymore weight! whether its is on purpose or stress related etc.

sexshii :

*right b4 wonbin finishes rapping, hongki rips the mike off the stand ♥!!*

edit: love the way he ACTS while singing, all his hand motions. *squeal**sekshii!*

EDIT!!!!VIDEO NO LONGER WORKS I’M SO SORRY!!!!so i put another version, from the music awards where they also look hot, but um..he’s not wearing a puffy white vest…ITS EVER BETTER!!! *_* bottom v this iid:s cute too, THUNDER, oh, and HOW DARE the girls scream for wonbinny n not hongkishii…wtf?! howeverrrrrr, he does sound sexy dragging the notes out longer than the MV version *sigh* LOLz

me n my friend [who has only seen this 1 vid and thats all she knows of fti, poor child] like to laugh at his puffy ponytail holder…haha…cutie! he’s prettier than i am in that thing!! also, is hongki rapping w/ wonbin in part?

FAKE FAKE FAKE FAKE FAKE FAKE FAKE FAKE FAKE <—–subs

korean is too hard : thats how i feel. it has too many descriptive phrases and they all have too many silent letters and too many syllables. so “NamesSHERRANE” made this hilarious FANDUB. its is NOT the real translation bit it IS really funny. specially for those of us who love jokes and are just sad someone hasn’t subbed it for real. us non-koreans get sad when we can’t understand shows featuring our fave stars. so thx sherrane, from us all!

[good job! lmao]

ignore all the cussing and BE SURE to watch the other 2 parts.

enlisted in the army so he can’t film a sequel right now. THE ARMY!!!! ur a hot model/actor boy, wth are u doing in the army? does korea work with drafts?!!!!

watch series here with eng. subs: http://www.mysoju.com/the-1st-shop-of-coffee-prince/

[srry...no credit, click on it 4 that.]

gong yoo hwaiting!

here is a fansite: http://gongyoo.multiply.com/

ALL INFO:

Lead by Gong Yoo and Yoon Eun Hye, Korea’s MBC Channel’s popular drama Coffee Prince broadcasted Episode 17 Finale on the 26th August. Unfortunately, ratings were unable to break 30%, only reaching 27.7%. MBC has already expressed interest in filming a sequel , but because Gong Yoo is enlisting for the army within the year, he may not be able to participate in the sequel.

The night before, Coffee Prince’s actors and staff went to some Charcoal beef restaurant in Seoul for celebration party and to watch the finale together. On the night, bills were paid by female lead, Yoon Eun Hye. She and Gong Yoo both really liked CP, EH said “This drama was natural, simple and honest. On the filming sites, the atmosphere was very relaxed and pleasant/cheerful. Even though I had to cross-dress in the drama, giving up the chance to pretty myself, it was because of my natural dress up that lead to even more love from the public.”

Gong Yoo says: “I never even thought that the drama’s ratings would be able to border 30%, everyone really likes this drama, EH and I both felt that even if ratings performance wasn’t that good, it definitely is an outstanding drama. During my time filming the drama, it never felt like i was going to work, more like going to have fun. It’s been a while since i’ve had fun to this happy extent! So I need to thank EH and the director.” Gong Yoo also announced: “CP might be my last work of art/creation before I serve in the army, even though i’ve already received notice that i’m to enlist in October, but it might get postponed. However, at the lastest, i will still enlist within the year.”

Aside from this, alot of viewers wish for a sequel, even helping the channel in brainstorming ideas - pointing towards YEH’s Eunchan to become the “2nd store”’s boss. MBC also expressed interest in filming a sequel, but because of GY’S enlistment he may not be able to participate.

credit : Sina
Translation : hjrx & yinsyung@soompi

WO0oW!! She Won’T stop hitting on them!!! minny and hongki especially…lmao…what a pervert! i would soooooooooooooo do the same! she rocks! lol watch the other 2 parts too. click on the vid and click on lovefti’s site for the rest.

[credit: lovefti]

[credit: lovefti]

the most important part is the pix of hongki growing up at the end, and right b4 that they sneak in a camera angle of jonghun crying at the awards where he said: “ommah, oppa….*sob* …sarangheo!”….and then backed away trying to compoze himself. AWWWW.

“mom, dad, i love you {formally} !”

hey if u guys wanna talk, get an account and hit me up.[easy n free to do]

i’m always free to talk about ft island. excuse me? oh…i said talk…i mean spazz.

hongki rhymes with sexy for a REASON.

ripped this off thailand ft island site…not as sorry as i should be…BWAHAHHAAAA.

P.S. if anyone can relay a message to FT Island by some magical amazing feat…tell them we love them no matter what they become, we are now loyal fans and will support them on their band’s journey to WHERE EVER it may go! hwaiting! saranghe oppa[s]!

so don’t worry be happy.

can i get a real smile? from none but lee hongki, who has experience because of his little soapera thing when he was younger…he’s already pro at smiling on command…pobrecito.

yummy. ripped this off some myspace music site made 4 them…im sorrryyy!!! apparently jaejin, who is looking fine, jaejoong ISH…but less hot…well he is cut off :’{ so right click and press VIEW, so u can see him full glory.

p.s. added a new pic to blog “camera whoring” i call it “jonghun shotgun” thaaats right. it IS a cool name.

math is difficult and methodical. but heres us to make fun of it. what stops us?

means Jesus in Romanian. i’m thinking about hongki alot and listening to his music etc, but how much time do i take for Jesus daily? i don’t read the Bible as oft. as i should. i remember to pray once a day, before bed, and it does not pass thro my mind at any other time. i call myself an SDA, and a person who follows Christ, i am friendly, but is it in Jesus’ name? if i’m not thinking of Jesus how could other around me know that i wish to exude Him? how do others know he is part of my life? I need to talk about Him more. If i talked about him the same amount i talked about Hongki all the world would be converted. ha. man, i gotta start doin that…so lets start here. hi, i’m daria lois, i love JESUS, more than i love hongki. and He always loves me. no matter how much i act like a lil hitler. so give Him a try today, nothing to lose, just a prayer away. close them eyes child!

what did i tell you?!! a piece of it will get stuck in ur heart ♥.

ft island hwaiting! perservere ,u hawt boys!

killer smirk. i’m dead!

10 o’clock…math hwrk time…shooooot.

wtf is JaeHo u ask? its yunho and jaejoong paired together in crazy fan girl coupling. i love it. ever since dangerous love anywho. here feast on the gayness: lead singer and group leader, perfect unacceptable romance ^_^

“oh speak again bright angel” [romeo/juliet], changes to oh, SING again bright angel!

i want you to guess who is the most unnatainable, best looking asian on the music scene. the one that i can’t help but love. i mean the way he sings, like he feels it, no matter how stupid or weird the words are. the way he does his hair, the way he is cheeky and has a playful attitude. his DELICIOUSly lustful/wistful/wonderful voice.(vibrato♥) the looks he gives and faces he makes that make girls melt, not even on purpose. the way he makes girls faint all over him. how dare he look so good. it should be illegal to look that hot quite frankly, and i know ur thinking jaejoong/hero is gonna win, but he is SECOND. thats right i said it. he is second. [in my book anyway]….i apologize for this statement as i know a bazillion crazy fan girls are forming a group to come change my mind right now but uhh….Lee HongKi ur hotter than a thousand suns!! and hotter than 1 and a half jaejoongs…lol…I’m sorry he SO hot! i am…

look over here hongki!!!♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

his voice, everytime it gets really strong when he sings, my heart beats faster. man, am i stupid or what? still makes me smile *sheepishly*

something orange.

so today i felt pretty beautiful but at first i didn’t realize is that i was looking goood. ;] it took me a looong while to accept. i looked at other chix and was like..hmm…shoulda done my hair like that…but my hair never stays curled! boo! then i REALIZED DUHHHH, my hair is naturally wavishly curly and it already looks like that. and the only reason i was feeling wierd was my bowl cutty bangs that i cut myself, course they don’t look horrible or anything. so i just flipped them to the side and damn do i look freaking hot. but my bangs look nothing like this hottie. its biiig and hooooooooooooooooooooooooooot. omfg. effing terrific perfection. sadkljasdkjadlskj;alskdja. fck!!!!!!!! dsafkasjdlkasD AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH. fo shizzle. he sizzles! this is soooo…ahh! i’m sorry but this is a GOOOOD one. who needs 3 languages worth of words when you’re SPEECHLESS!??!

some book i stumbled upon on youtube has caught my eye, its called twilight, it seems good, sounds like it was immensely popular at one point in time. about bella and edward, the vampire. i know i thought i was over this type of fiction. but i was lying. cause who can suppress the need to read romance books, especially of the fantastical type. and ESPECIALLY when the heroine kicks butt. i dunno about isabella but i’ll find out!

maybe it’ll come close to the last fiction book i loved, [besides 'keeping the moon'] its called ‘Old Magic’ with jared…and sarah? or some other chix name…well twilight is written by stephenie meyer and i found it while searching for the song twilight by vienna teng…no wait…by vanessa carlton..yeah

miyavi des means ‘my name is miyavi’ in japanese, just because i happen to mishear it i put that his name was miyavius. and honestly miyavi sounds cool, but miyavius sounds awesome. anyway i’m getting pretty damn sick of koreans. they keep talking crap about ppl in korean while staring at them and mentioning their names. i have ears u tards, and i recognize ppl’z names. so don’t be little biznatches, if u have an issue take it up in english. this is america, language: english.

*i’m not racist [for real] but this bugs me and i want to HIT them.*