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“secret talk” pretty funny…they are more honest and normal acting than dbsk, who is pretty much always nice to each other, their teasing is funny. they gossip about each others moms n grannys…etc. #2 is a lil boring but funny in the end.

credit:punkroxta

oh, and watch hana yori dango at mysoju.com with eng subs!!! its worth it just to see matsumoto jun. lolz, how they were thanking him for making them money on their single “wish”.

i want you to see their hilarious dance moves. its a hoot, you’ll love it.

wish

love so sweet

tight pants are lovely on them, and check out jun’s heart necklace…haha…so corny, kawaii!! he’s like hero from dbsk in that he also loves the camera.

be sure also to check out ai nante and miso soup by tegomass <33

for wish be sure to fast forward to the middle where they dance…unless you know japanese…then…dont?

kawaiiiiiiii ahhhh!!

such a dork with blue glasses. they know that fans like them to be boyish and to be all over each other.minny looks sooo embarassed with wonbin all over him…haha, what is it minbin or wohwan? fans also love it when they perform in a perky fashion and when jonghun, sensitive soul he is, CRIES! <33 LMAO credit: silhOuette @ youtube.com

goodies: hongki’s shoulder!! jonghun’s chest *pervy smile* :} pwahahah. i want to be on the red ranger too…yes, fangirls,yes…we all do. hongki’s irresistible cuteness upon drinking XD

jonghun tries to get away form the rape and wonbin tickles him [so strong].<33

i would soooo be screaming along! me: lee hongki, saranghae!!! *loud noises* *pass out* jk

also featuring (not sure how to put this) : hongbin/wonki and jongwon/hunbin ROFL, i have such good times picking on the fti dorks.

much love!

thats meeee! i would take maaaany wives! lets start, lee hongki, would be my #1, matsumoto jun[from hana yori dango. also in the band arashi] and oguri shun[rui] 4 shure, tegomass, both of them yes!, edit: most of ft island, hell all of ft island and all of dbsk as well: edit end. gong yoo…ohhhhhh….>_< hohohohh0….miyavi, yes, i’d tame that beast, oh chyeah, and OF COURSE, hero jaejoong. baby! *NOSE BLEED* *DEATH* **janitor character complains, “why doesn’t she love me? i always clean up her messes!! isn’t that enough? i guess i have to look like a woman too…phooey”**

now for america: heath ledger [death won't stop me] [its a poor excuse anyway], diego luna, jeremy sumpter when he was peter pan, leonardo dicaprio when he’s crying, matthew mcfaydien when he’s mr.darcy, oh, and i’d take keira knightley as my wife as well, and furthermore,

anime: robin from teen titans, tamaki from ouran highschool host club, ZUKO from avatar! ahhhh….and prollly aang too…and then sano from hana kimi is a maybe…and FMA, ed [full metal alchemist edward], vampire knight= zero is hot ^_^ werewolf [akira] and demon from crescent moon, baby MITSURU was hoooooooooot. oh and nozomu 4 sure, as the vampire of crescent moon.

books: edward cullen, jared from old magic, the boy from by these ten bones, and sarah dessen’s hippie character, norman <33 from keeping the moon.

boys from school: yes theres 2 of them, but hella no i ain’t telling you. the one that looks like hongki, and the one that sounds like hongki. in short, them fused….in short…HONGKI SARANGHEYO!

i am an all out perv and so feel free to suggest names and i’ll add them on after careful scrutiny. i gotta make sure of their hotness tho lol.

matsumoto jun and oguri shun are soooooooooooooooooooooo hawwwwwwwt….wtf, no one looks like that on MY PLANET!!! y’argh! so english : boys over flowers [i agree with that!]. so this is really promising, like almost coffee prince status…these 2 boys [read 1st line again] are soooo hot. MYSOJU.COM is where you can find all ur asia dramas, hong kong, china, japan and korea unite, with ENGLISH subs!!! planet earth is looking brighter ppl! or maybe its just my computer screen being hot…because these actors….ohhh boy *____* drooly=me. lemme convert you:

bottom right, i think he’s trying to kill me with cuteness…oh…i can feel it working now

you should see his vulnerable look, STUNNA!!!

p.s. cant u just hear him saying “ohh ahhh” by the way his mouth moves in the pic? i caaaan XD

this may be ss501, but its what my korean sounds like. i would be waltzing around in korea going “nice weather” “thank you very much” or in this case, hi jane! hi tom! sugar syrup! lets go to hollywood burrrrl. bwahahhaa. i couldn’t say wassup boi! cuz thats not polite korean…haha…we are stew-dents~! yay.

mucc, libra, eng subs :] credit:stripey73, no it didnt throw me off lol, “mukku subbu” w/e ;}

oh, and update on me: i’m taking an audio course in korean, i can say, hello, goodbye, are you from america? i am from america, i speak english, i speak korean, do you speak korean/english, the word “a little”<—which i can conjugate into those phrase, chogum, [chogumyo-politer],nice weather, yes,it is, you speak korean well, no, i don’t speak it well [its polite to deny a compliment]. ha, wth? but eh, its pretty cool. i can also say excuse me and thank you. [and a bunch of other words i haven't officially learned, cuz i'm only on lesson 2 but words like: stop that, what? , chaiga in place of anyongygeseo, and some words i can say but dont kno meaning of..]

and i know both of these are japanese but they’re good songs, so listen. besides, japanese is the next language i will conquer/dominate, bwahahhaa.

go! by flow

credit: miel62 [means honey en espanol]

its always fun to score the romanji off some random google site and attempt to sing along payce out Gs. oh, and by flow..other good songs: colors, RE:member..and prolly others…i wonder how miyavi is these days, prolly still sexy. lol {go japan!}

oh, and how cool is the jumping in the flow vid, dooood, i cannot jump like that! have you tried it? lolz

p.s. when i will get the nerve to attempt a korean conversation i’ll be addressing the person REALLY politely, cuz thats the language dialect i’m learning, i’m gonna be like, “nice weather” and they’ll be like “eh?” here i come hongki. hahhahaa jk guys. like i’ll ever get that far phoo.

right? i’d say so. anyway, you can at least get a LIL self esteem boost from it. so here is jaejin practicin real hard while everyone else camwhores away! lol. those of you who like a little gayness will love the end. credit: jaejinsnoona

i wonder if the cameraman feels like his life has meaning, video taping some teens taking pix of themselves..haha…saaaad existence…srry man.

p.s. i have 44 SPAM COMMENTS. i’m going to find a battle ax and internet smack u all for not commenting a single thing i do. wtfffffffffffffffffff. not kidding.

heres some pranks that will get the job DONE. n done gooood. ;D

ahahaa. pervvvvy!!! yay.

hongki+jonghun+wonbin’s b-day party

love these boys, suuuch BIG huge dorks, arm wrestling. oh, and i’d HAVE to say…i let out a huge guffaw when i saw wonbin model…when he stuck his hand in his pocket i was like…ohhhhh baby! ;D u know my reactions to fti, lol, blood pressure, darialois, dont have a heart attack!

stairway to heaven, a k drama, in my terms, a soapera. this is episode 2 part 7[end]. its pretty freaking cute, he tells her to take responsibility for making him like her…and while i was totally rooting for the other guy in the beginning, screw him. i never got an emotional connection with him in the drama, all he did was smile handsomely..and um….he is “studying abroad” while she is stuck here getting abused. so its his own fault he lost her. 4 serious. aite, well this HAS SPOILERS! HELLO! so um…go watch episode one from wawan12 @ youtube, who i love now for subbing in readable script! yay! <333 and thank you etiam91 for recommending it to me.

even if the 1st episode was the most annoying thing ever let me sum up the word that WAS episode 1 : “oppppaaaaaaaaaahhhh!!!” what a whiner. oh and theres an awesome b**ch fight in the vid…hah, i was cheering what can i say. and i dunno what the ending on part 7 was all about..but w/e. [taehwa, is winning over that other oppa guy right now cuz he's more direct in emotions, effective communication is HOT. ;] <—it upsets me that these cutie oppas are gonna be replaced by grown up actors…it does….i’m sure i’ll get over it if they are sufficiently good looking ;] chin up, kid!

heechul is sooper perky…wtf…

Saturday, April 5, 2008 3400 S. Figueroa ST. Los Angeles California 90089 is where the peace concert is at. i had a dream i could go, and hear my baby’s voice [hongki] i think i will have to have my brain removed cuz i reallllly want to go now… :[ anyone know if tickets are still available for the crappy seats?

Time: 6:00 pm
Ticket Prices: VIP seats (yellow) $240; R seats (orange) $120; S seats (green) $100; A seats (pink) $70; B seats (blue) $40

To buy tickets, call Revolution Entertaiment at 213-381-5411 or RadioKorea at 213-487-1300.

ft island will be there. thats the only thing that matters. it might be cool to see dbsk, but they’re not coming :[

PLEASE COME BACK TO LA later!!!

yes i SLEEP. honest to blog! lol juno ;]

*will dream i could’ve gotten tickets to fti concert in cali*

edit: ironically i ACTUALLY DID dream that….wtf?

happy pic spam :] almost all from the Thailand forum where fti=love lol. if fti EVER gets depressed about not being popular then they should google themselves on google.kr , they occupy about 20 pages of pix…so hush children.

spanish : hola gracias por leer my blog :]

korean: anyonghaseo…uh…

romanian: buna ziua! multumesc ca imi citest blogul :] <—never learned to write it…srry..

pretty:]

lol apparently the friend of the picture maker thought wonbin sounded like a name for food so hence nicknamed “her side dish” lol :}

prolly already posted this in “camera whores” blog…eh…w/e. :] LOLz look at their faces!!!! ahhh ^_^!!!

my baby is sooo handsommmme!!!

look at his pants!! saranghae silly. lol 1st time ive seen a splash of color on him ;D

sooper pooper.

spazz on ft island. spazz on FOREVER! >_< hwaiting!! ^_^

as for me, its 3 a.m. i just shot another vid :] coming soon! nolte ka jii, my style wee! as in dork style. aite imma sleep…although i’m strangely hungry now….uh? to eat or not to eat?

[i think i'll just have some oh wonbin that one tasty side dish...lmao]

they’re tired too. but hardworkers

EDIT: i posted this like a minute ago, i’m not even done like…spell checking it and already 1 person has read it….WOW! >_< flaterred? but its 3 am go to sleep crazy [3:30 by now], crazy enough to read but not comment…u upset me…

its sexy. he screams so well. i’ve never liked screaming until RIGHT NOW.

credits: 1takekk

p.s. this is in Thailand

around 2:09 he sounds so cool >_< and then the end ohhhh la la!!!!!

but heres a vid from love fti…his throat is taking a hit.. my poor baby!!ahhhhh! sooooo sad! dont cough!! be healthy :[ at least the last seconds r funnai ;D

jaejoong minus shirt = happiness

and SHORT shorts >_< make my day yay jk…of course i was talking about his crotch….UHHHHH…personality!!!personality!!!!….he is SUCH A SPECIAL BOY. rofl

p.s. its a joke don’t be offended.

credit:etiam91 @ deviantart.com

engrish! yay!

Singing Greenday’s Basket case on Yoon Do Hyun’s Love Letter

Here’s the lyrics:
Do you have the time
To listen to me whine
About nothing and everything
All at once
I am one of those
Melodramatic fools
Neurotic to the bone
No doubt about it

Sometimes I give myself the creeps
Sometimes my mind plays tricks on me
It all keeps adding up
I think I’m cracking up
Am I just paranoid?
Or I’m just stoned

I went to a shrink
To analyze my dreams
She says it’s lack of sex
That’s bringing me down
I went to a whore
He said my life’s a bore
So quit my whining cause
It’s bringing her down

Sometimes I give myself the creeps
Sometimes my mind plays tricks on me
It all keeps adding up
I think I’m cracking up
Am I just paranoid?
Uh, yuh, yuh, ya

Grasping to control
So I better hold on

Sometimes I give myself the creeps
Sometimes my mind plays tricks on me
It all keeps adding up
I think I’m cracking up
Am I just paranoid?
Or I’m just stoned

credit: lovefti at youtube

AND IF U EVER GET BORED THERE ARE TONS OF SWEET DRAWINGS N PIX OF FTI AND JAEJOONG ON DEVIANTART.COM peace

i got 10,000 views and 1 comment!! yaay!! i actually got like 5 comments…oh, and i stopped biting my nails! yay! >_< but i still wish that out of the 10,009 of you that read these [since i started in dec. 2007] would comment, i mean 10, ooo ppl equals like what…800 comments? so where are theeeeey??? o_O boooo.

*janitor character walks by *whispers* ‘what a whiner’*

the stupid thing about america is the way its people are. nobody is WARM like in spain (where its their culture, you feel like familia here everyone has been hurt and has NEVER recovered. we all keep our deep thoughts to ourselves. outwardly we smile sure, but try and have a good conversation with anyone. NO ONE will let you in. we will trust no one to rob us of our preciously guarded secrets, our real honest emotions, our crazy at times painful pasts, we will let no one see our loneliness. the worst scare prolly is not that everyone will find out about you and laugh, but that APATHY is all you will be met with. just a big huge fat wall of “i don’t care!” . And its prolly happened b4, so we trust no one to care and yet we care what everyone else thinks soooo much, but we pretend we don’t, but they don’t really care about judging us because they’re all to busy worrying about what WE think as well. as for those poor souls who are hurt the deepest…well theres 2 types. the silent person who has decided not to talk at all and theres soo much pain, and these ppl are all around but they are prolly just silent about that part of their life, the real part, while they joke gaily about for everyone else to perceive that nothing is wrong. and then theres the other type of person, that really bugs me, but that needs the MOST love to revert back to human. the person who is loud and obnoxious and hates basically everyone, is always judging out loud, picking fights, and calling ppl names, out all the of insecurity and loneliness just bitter meanness shines through their thick protective layer and their carefully crafted attitude. if hit with kindness and love these ppl can heal, but usually they are avoided, when you see, these are the very ppl who are crying out for your very attention. its pretty stupid isn’t it? all the shows and airs we put on for others. i mean if someone doesn’t like you then they weren’t a good candidate for a friend or [acquaintance either] anyway. i guess we all don’t think that other ppl feel this way, but we all do sometimes, cummon. and at the same time we desperately wish someone would SAVE US we wouldn’t save anyone else. we are selfish, looking out for only our needs. well guess what? if you pick a good person and open up to them chances are that you will become friends, and that will take away a lot of the loneliness. i’m just writing cuz my best friend is no longer existant. or so it would seem. we drifted apart because we supposedly had no time to hang out. we coulda made time, but we didn’t, and now when we hang its infuriatingly awkward, and though i am alone, the only thing that scares me now…is that i feel apathetic about having no one who actually knows me. i take refuge in my studies. i am a perfect example of the quiet person. i am the loudest person everyone and their grandmothers know, but i have no one, i mean i’ve always been a drifter and i know like frikin everyone, 4 serious, but i wouldn’t dream of letting anyone in. nope. besides, i see them for what they are and what i am as well, we all are selfish and looking to protect our true selves from the outside world. cuz its kinda harsh…and we’re not healed. so i happily provide the jokes and entertainment and they provide the laughter and smiles, its understood. and whilst this is amusing, its just routine, its not actually fulfilling. especially as a girl, i need to talk alot…i guess lol, but what i really wanted to say there is that i need emotional fulfillment and i have alot of wrong ideas about myself…and damn why the frick why are all teenagers insecure?!!! ffffffffff****.

..but of course you’ll pick hero. leaving poor xiah to NOT write you a song. your loss!

changmin eats cat meat. and yunho sux @ sports. lolz i like how they ARGUE. they’re all like “shut up man!”

lovesick. and this satisfied ur hunger to know who the monkeys darialois is. well hello world! >_< comment me ur opinions PLEASE!

remember i posted this and said i wanted to do something like it once day because thats how fans should act? well yesterday was “someday”. finally ^_^!!! ye-yeeeaaah.

hongkiiii<3333

PLEASE COMMENT AND TELL ME WHAT YA THINK!!!

kawaii!! FT SPEAKS “ENGRISH” soo cute!!!

jaejin…well…he thinks he’s screamo and it scares his fans hahahahaa. GOOOO JAE!!! <33

guess what? fans are called: primadonnas….which i didnt kno cuz i dont really like that song…well….whatchya gonna do? but hey new fti song “one word” is really catchy, makes me want to dance ;]p weee.

my boys are so cute!…and they litter?? ^

cutey tooty fruity

this has romanji,japanese and ENGLISH lyrics : http://masakarasu.net/lyrics/index.php

lyrics to all his music ever….or close enough thx for making that bangin’ site, i love u ppl!

so i was upset that the authors of absolute boyfriend made me read all the way to the end just to find out that something HORRIBLE happens in the end.

the new Hana Kimi came out and they FINALLY have some confessing and touching going on. i’ve been dying for them to quite mousing around and go at it! i don’t mean like THAT, but just like hugging and stuff instead of being so AWKWARD they could die.

never give up! is cooly…i really do like how much they care for each other…i missed a volume…skipped 4 on accident and read 5…um…how did that bit**y blond model chick befriend our main character ‘girl’? uhh??

love*com, short for lovely complex, is very promising i’m feasting on it, where will it go? last i read she confessed and he was like…i like being friends, and she was like oh…ok…fine and then she went to cry in secret….poor baby! how sad!

VAMPIRE KNIGHT! i almost called it vampire night…OOPs…well i LOVE the drawings! i didnt even care about the story line initially but now i love the zero+yuki thing , v.nice :] i love yuki’s eyes and hair and zero’s outfit and personality…a suicidal kid haha, but in love i suppose…yuki is pretty retarded, but she’s pretty so i’ll keep reading, even if it weren’t promising in the storyline [which it is - i mean kaname just killed the blond maria pureblood lady] i would read just to keep seeing the bangin artwork, i bought SHOJO BEAT magazine just so i could cut out some of it >_< wee! i hope the excerpts don’t end so soon…

remember click well my lil sis is following it and the plot has thickened considerably…she says there are all these new characters with weird names she can’t keep track of…

well i had more to say but it flew out the window once i got onto google and now the only thing on my mind is the question of the ages : is that miyavi’s real eye color? its stellar. :]

for those of you going where have i heard that lame slang b4? its “stellar” from zenon on disney channel when you were little lol yay! Go 1990s shows!! and YES that is COMPLETELY different from XENA warrior princess!

and this is impressive just cuz of the sheer number of pix! 200+! dang! credit: xthecyberherox ,song:requiem.

impressed with all the pix around the last minute, v.good. and have now FINALLY seen the front side of miyavi shirtless, i was so curious as to what tattoos might appear now i know :] stop accusing me of being a pervert! *goes in corner to sulk*

JUST remembered what i wanted to sayyyy!! I LOVE OURAN HIGH SCHOOL HOST CLUB SOOO MUCH!!!! if COFFEEE PRINCE is my fave soapera then OURAN is my fave anime >_<!!!!

aite ill leave u guys alone already, ive written too much today but i have just ONE question i want an answer to, would you rather have jaejoong sing you a love ballad on your doorstep or hongki singing the love song? comment me with ur pick…i guess you could pick any of the ft island boys or the dbsk boys if u want, hey, we can even include miyavi :]!

i’m out♥

darialois

p.s. dont make me pick I CANT DECIDE!! i want them all!!

2 adorable asians singing about how they love mommy’s soup whilst demonstrating jap pride…with their cute accents. good try! yay!! >_<

Miso Soup Eng version with eng subs
Artist: TegoMass (Tegoshi Yuya and Massuda Takahisa)

credit:snowpuppet

i take it this is a japanese band cuz the letter’s characters…making this jonglish…if you will..lol

Ai Nante- such a thing as love

Tegoshi/Shige/Ryo

Translation of the song:

just how far have I walked
if I look back behind me, I’ll find a trail of tears
i got hurt, and lashed out in turn
and now I’ve finally reached this place where you are

such a thing as love
it’s only you
who always demands for too much
such a thing as love
If I don’t have you then there’s no meaning to life
then I wont be able to live

do you truly love me with your heart
even now, I feel insecure yeah
on my own, I reached that place within my dreams
and when I got there, you were there, shivering

don’t cry
I wont ever let you go
even it it means that I’ll throw everything away
Even something like the future
I cant see it at all if you’re not here
I don’t want that at all

The morning rays of sunlight
Shone upon your sleeping face and I smiled, embarassed
Because we were happy then
I wish that the love I felt during those days
would continue forever

such a thing as love
it’s only you
who always demands for too much
such a thing as love
If I don’t have you then there’s no meaning to life
then I wont be able to live

No matter how much I love you, it seems like it’s never enough

Even something like the future
I cant see it at all if you’re not here
I don’t want that at all

Credits for translation to solitair.livejournal.com

just cover. but since youtube is on site maintenance i can’t favorite it…so here it is 4 u to Njoy…

jaejoong’s voice is sexier but this is real good also :]

i am always pleasantly surprised when they sing in english….but hongki DOES have HORRIBLE pronunciation. he slaughtered one of my favorite songs…”way back into love” from the move ‘music and lyrics’…i’m wondering how younha wasn’t laughing, i would been…haha,…maybe, baby, you should stick to korean…*jongshii solo* and no i’m not being a jerk. just honest. but hey, least he tries, am i right?

heres another sweet performance of maria, sounds good harmonized yay!! please skip the first and last songs on this video…”toxic”…man those chix thighs were unnatural..anorexia man…gross…

black nails wth? i would expect that from hongki…cool: minhwanny’s pimpin’ checkered hat.

both the boys were so conceited it made me laugh. minny and joongie. hahaha. relax boys! it would appear that minny got tired of being cute and wants to be seen as sexy…? HAHA. keep tryin! hwaiting!

credit : silhOuette

credit: bookank

my boys are suck DOOOORKS!! but hey, it turns out HONGKI also has BLACK nails, so i was right ha! jaejin and minny abusing each other in the beginning lol. and who wants to hear their own music playing in the background? boring, no? jonghun, you camera hog! >_< oh…where is wonbin this entire time??

i didnt come up with it, ft island started that nickname fools! this isnt the car video i saw but it’ll do to explain this bizarre nickname. credit:jaejinsnoona

During personal talent segment, Jaejin asked (rather innocently, I might add) whether he looks like a goat.
“I have something that I’m curious about…”
“Do I look like a goat?”
— roaring laughter from the hosts —

Hongki then explained that Jaejin earned his special nickname, because of the way Jaejin’s mouth moves when he’s chewing something.
(Which is similar to how a goat chews)

Haha. He seems to be slowly accepting the fact that he looks like a goat. Haha.

HERES THE 1ST ONE I SAW THAT GOT MY CALLING HIM “GOAT” ^_^!! ya!

Video was taken on the way to the studio, in the van, where all the boys were playing around to ease their boredom.

Hongki mentioned that Jaejin’s nickname is a Goat.
He verified it by demonstrating his chewing ability.
Then he asked the PD, “Really look like a goat?”
(Apparently Hongki always calls him ‘Bad goooooooat’)

Later, he confirmed with the PD by showing his own photos…
“One goat, two goats, three goats…..”
“Does this really look like a goat?”
And the PD said “Yes”…. Haha ^_^

Jaejin’s quote of the day, was his last statement:
“Aahh I see,…. so I DO look like a goat…. “

video explanation credit also to jaejinsnoona :]

if you’re still reading even NOW, then GUESS WHAT!!!! i can write HONGKI in korean!! haha, when he sees that he’ll marry me for sure. hhahaha. oh the fun i have being as crazy as i am ;] peace out lovers!! thx 4 reading. much love right back ;D

hahaha. after he gets all embarassed, like 3 ladies pounce on him, specially that one in the black dress…relax lady. if i was the cute dancer’s boyfriend, i prolly would not have been happy either, look at the poor guy’s face…poor baby. credit: ilovekoreanboiz

credit:jaejinsnoona hahaha, they get on his back for drinking coffee, then jonghun just walks up and drinks it for him….haha….hongki=cutie pattotie >_< awww lol ok so full description here: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0u2T6iNwtRU

like i said, cutie!!! he bites!!!! *faints* *audience hears janitor grumbling in background*

ft island has loved the camera since they were in the WAITING ROOM for their 1st concert. look at jonghun always posing, and wonbin looks adorable instead of badass XD

oh and if ur korean and care to translate this…get to it!!! *begs*

so this video is kinda cute in that the person made up words to go along with the song as “jaejoong’s secret confession of love” to yunho. LOL, its not the real translation tho so chill. credit:heavenswine2

kinda like keira’s kinda like this chick, and kinda like the lady who was yelling at the main character girl in my blog about laughing so hard i had to pee…forgot what the parody was off of..[goong..gong?]i have her bangs–>except i don’t have that guy on me.. :[ LOL

my baby learned english for me?!!! *passes out*

{for those of u wondering, yes, my janitor character is getting really annoyed of mopping me up and putting me in a bucket when i melt…or drool…hahah…pobrecito/poor baby}

good luck trying to convince me that it WASN’T for me. jk jk guys.

p.s. i also like hug eng. version and INSA jaejoong’s solo…but the end is sooo long w/ NO singing…maaaaaaann….the HUG video has the WORST english ever, lyric/word sense-wise, worst pronunciation goes to ft island hahahhaha. thats right i give awards lol. {notice: it sounds like hero’s voice but u have no proof…oh, and when did he get so good @ pronounciation? then again the only words i can understand is “i think about you every night and day” but then of course thats all I would ever hear anyway lol}
MUCH LOVE guys

darialois<333

so initially i was gonna start out sayin “so this is my family with wet hair” but i can’t really marry someone in my own family can i? so i’ll start this way “so this is my husband and his colleagues with wet hair” HAHAHAHAAA. as ifff. But naaah, they’re cuties, credit goes to “jaejinsnoona” @ youtube.com you can see an explanation [in case u need one cuz ur not korean either! at : http://youtube.com/watch?v=Ii9LPKyfN9k] so hongki calls minny n jinny chickens for not jumping and then he chickens out himself and “fearless” binny jumps 1st. so yeah…i DO have nicknames like a family for my husband’s colleagues. haha.honggo >_<!!! p.s.like wet dogs, hair all droopy n messy, whos a rockstar now? jk♥ que bonitos!

and here is my husband and my lil sister’s husband haha. (she’ll get mad if she sees that..oops?) -well, they’re calling their mamas to get them to say “i love you” the adorable part is that both ladies have their sons songs playing on their phones during call waiting or w/e…or rather should i say, both mother-in-laws of mine >_< [video explanation here: http://youtube.com/watch?v=WZyklJxw3J4].

p.s. some of u ACTUALLY like my blogs *eyes shine* *disbelief* so my heres how i’m doing in my life: school is hard, but i persevere!<—in procrastinating that is. that boy at school still has hongki’s hair, oh, and I CUT MY BANGS~! woow! i know! i know but it was gonna happen sometime, i mean all of asia has bangs, and i’ve had bangs b4, when i was little. supposedly i look 3 years younger…eh…but i also supposedly look like keira knightley, so….yes successsssss!! LOL, we all know mr. darcy wanted ME in the 1st place anywayz. haha. ;] payce Gs. {jk}

p.s. that one boy who looks at you funny when u smile, well he said my hair looked like Zooey Deschanel from?…tin man…who? so i frowned and he said nooo! thats a good thing!

hey, some guy who is really angry that he got AIDS is going around putting his blood in the ketchup bottles in restaurants. you know how at clubs they put it on a needle and just poke random ppl? well this seems worse…so please only use the packets, like at fast food places and stuff. cuz its not that likely that guy was so angry he went and injected ALL the little packets in the world. and i mean, guy, we’re here 4 u man, if u wanna talk let it out. but if u live in USA its not much chance u got HIV by yourself…so? but still call a hotline..or…i mean…cummon, how would u like to see an innocent baby contract that? wouldn’t u feel worse?

*be sure u tell ur friends family and even ur enemies to steer clear of ketchup!*

BUUUT. if ur gonna be online anywho, youtube.com has funny peeps. check out happyslip or kevjumba. funnai. aite bye. ;]

i have “a hunch” that america’s youth is addicted to depression. they are addicted to despair, angry music, and feeding their angst ridden emotions. well, ppl, this is NOT healthy, i dont care what the culture says! and flirting with suicide is in fact NOT cool.

i propose that you look on the brightside of life. you have the privilege of getting an education, hence you will never starve to death due to poverty. and its free! and even required!

in other countries ppl develop resilience, life is very tough, they forget how to laugh even, because life is so hard, but these ppl DONT GIVE UP. in America we think that its OK to give up, give in, and NOT TRY. well newsflash its NOT! if we give up on ourselves how are we going to help others? how are we going to witness to the ppl around us using our livestyles/lives as examples?

i am always surprised when i see smart kids think that “C” is a passing grade. they know full well they are capable of way more and yet they only do what is necessary to barely pass. Maybe USA is bored? no goals, dreams. No one to push us, give up difficulties to overcome. to inspire us. to make us try.

so next time you have a difficult/tough situation, see it as a BLESSING! now you can strive to overcome. and hence become a better person. there is ur stimulus! and if u need support in the endeavor call up one of ur friends and explain to them ur problem and deepen ur friendship and get through it together. grow up whilst growing closer.

p.s. ppl not living deliberately makes me angry particularly because i am “a foreigner” technically, so i don’t just get stuff handed to me. i have to WORK for it. and when i see lazy ppl getting freebies just because they were born here it pisses me off. i just wanna say that without ppl immigrating into America, America would die. we’re the ones who come here get educated and work for u lazy ppl who just sit there. only the best from every other country make it here{thats right ur REALLY stingy with visas and citizenship}. we keep the economy up and all that too. so how about u get up and stop being useless. try saving ur own country. eh? can you? i hope u feel challenged/stimulated enough to prove yourselves now.

well…this is gonna be tough to read, but try, to sort out what im saying and pick out the well meaning advice, mkay? thx.

so then lets start : i think i’m pretty. now alot of you are thinking, “oh, you’re lucky”. well NO i’m not, YOU”RE just stupid for believing that it is possible for God to create someone who is NOT beautiful/handsome. beauty radiates outward from the inside. i know someone who smiled so much that all i could see was how lovely that person was, appearance played NO role in that conclusion either. CONFIDENCE is attractive. you can be ugly, its fine. its not even about ur face, its about the way u act, carry yourself. be confident! it attracts everyone!!

and honestly now, all teenagers are deeper than they look. in fact all ppl (about over 13) are! In our culture today we all think pretty heavy and deep thoughts at least from time to time. we ALL have opinions on morals, drugs, sex, acceptable behavior, etc. and yet we ALL feel like other ppl/teenagers could never connect with us!! i mean come ON! our generation should be able to relate perfectly to each other. you should all know by now that you are not alone!! cutting, bulimia, anorexia, depression, divorce, drugs/chemicals and drinking.

we look at each other and we judge, we say, “ah, what a poser!” but in all honesty who are we kidding? we all want to FIT. to find our place. or even to be looked up to as “cool”. But you know the “cool/popular” kids often don’t even know that they ARE socially accepted. cuz other kids are scared to talk to them, thinking that they’re “not cool enough” to do so. so you see, ‘popular’ ppl still aren’t talked to and experience the same as any other person . they don’t even know you labeled them as popular in the 1st place.

so how about we go around today and make a new friend?, someone we never talked to b4. and we say “hi” to them consistently until we know them well. as for ppl who are already pretty much your friends how about you strike up deeper, more intellectual mature conversations. and eventually we can also grow further in relationships and stop shielding ourselves from others and instead OPEN UP and take a chance. its OK to get hurt, it helps you grow. it makes you stronger, and improves ur character.

so reach out to ppl, create healthy relationships, and maintain them. cause, YES, relationships take maintenance, put INTO a relationship what you want to get out of it. honestly.

build each other up. forgive your enemies. fight bad ppl by BEING KIND to them, it doesnt matter if you dont think its fair. revenge is not for you to inflict. surprise them! surprise yourself! SERIOUSLY. its AT LEAST worth a TRY.

“Hope has never been false.” -obama <— good quote, aite?

loose lips might sink ships but loose gooses take trips
to san francisco, double dutch disco,
tech tv hottie, do it for scotty
do it for the living and do it for the dead
do it for the monsters under your bed
do it for the teenagers and do it for your mom
broken hearts hurt but they make us strong and

we won’t stop until somebody calls the cops
and even then we’ll start again and just pretend that
nothing ever happened

we won’t stop until somebody calls the cops
and even then we’ll start again and just pretend that
nothing ever happened

we’re just dancing, we’re just hugging,
singing, screaming, kissing, tugging
on the sleeve of how it used to be
how’s it gonna be?
i’ll drop kick russell stover, move into the starting over house
and know matt rouse and jest are watching me achieve my dreams

and we’ll pray, all damn day, every day,
that all this shit our president has got us in will go away
while we strive to figure out a way we can survive
these trying times without losing our minds

so if you wanna burn yourself remember that I LOVE YOU
and if you wanna cut yourself remember that I LOVE YOU
and if you wanna kill yourself remember that I LOVE YOU
call me up before your dead, we can make some plans instead
send me an IM, i’ll be your friend

shysters live from scheme to scheme and my 4th quarter pipe dreams
are seeming more and more worth fighting for
so i’ll curate some situations, make my job a big vacation
and i’ll say FUCK BUSH AND FUCK THIS WAR
my war paint is sharpie ink and i’ll show you how much my shit stinks
and ask you what you think because your thoughts and words are powerful
they think we’re disposable, well both my thumbs opposable
are spelled out on a double word and triple letter score and

we won’t stop until somebody calls the cops
and even then we’ll start again and just pretend that
nothing ever happened

we won’t stop until somebody calls the cops
and even then we’ll start again and just pretend that
nothing ever happened

we won’t stop until somebody calls the cops
and even then we’ll start again and just pretend that
nothing ever happened

we won’t stop until somebody calls the cops
and even then we’ll start again and just pretend that
nothing ever happened

we’re just dancing, we’re just hugging,
singing, screaming, kissing, tugging
on the sleeve of how it used to be

I LIKE GIANTS. LISTEN to the lyrics .

oh, and i have good taste in music, check my site out.

what i meant was to put “crack” like voice crack….but i couldn’t find another k…you know how ghetto scrabble is lol. and um…well i had to pick another drug name..now fyi, i am not advocating drugs, as in, i would MUCH RATHER have u addicted to ft island and miyavi than to any chemical. aite? hugs not drugs.

listening to “recent mee” with hongki some girl and a rapper. its really good :]you can listen to it, but NOT download it at: http://profile.myspace.com/index.cfm?fuseaction=user.viewprofile&friendID

=269923915

in fact, even if you dont have a myspace, you can go to myspace.com and click “music”, in the top right then type “ft island” in the search a bunch of sites where you can listen to their music come up, so do it! feed the craving. haha.

i have to say wonbin looks realllly good here lol. junghoon, or junghun *apologies to him for always slaughtering his name* looks like he’s a real girl-woo-er >_< he’s prolly the most gentlemanly. and minny n goat jinny are prolly the most naive. which leaves hongki as the immature one and wonbin as the one who tries to look like a bad boy. am i off? lol

oh and heres something funny for the guys, but gross for girls…haha..srry?

WHY MEN ARE NEVER DEPRESSED:

Men Are Just Happier People– What do you expect from such simple creatures? Your last name stays put. The garage is all yours. Wedding plans take care of themselves. Chocolate is just another snack. You can be President. You can never be pregnant. You can wear a white T-shirt to a water park. You can wear NO shirt to a water park. Car mechanics tell you the truth. The world is your urinal. You never have to drive to another gas station restroom because this one is just too icky. You don’t have to stop and think of which way to turn a nut on a bolt. Same work, more pay. Wrinkles add character. Wedding dress $5000. Tux rental-$100. People never stare at your chest when you’re talking to them. New shoes don’t cut, blister, or mangle your feet. One mood all the time.

Phone conversations are over in 30 seconds flat. You know stuff about tanks. A five-day vacation