yeah, cuz i would TOTALLY say that about my own self…uh..YEAH RIGHT.

okay, so i just realized (kinda late) that my blog makes me look like an obsessor…

but look at it this way, it started out as a blog to get ft island some english speaking fans and continues as ….kinda a hongki glorification site *giggles* that would be MY fault…XD [but he's yummy!]

no but seriously, i’m not even that good, i DONT know korean hence i DONT keep you very up-to-date on almost anything ft island does…i look at korean ppl’s site and pass it on..

and if i was really obsessed wouldn’t i :

• have flown to korea and/or japan to attend one of their illustrious concerts?
• asked hongki to marry me using VERY fluent korean? *OH I WISH* huh? i didnt say anything..
• potentially cheated on him with jaejoong…oh, wait…heeey!..whaaa? where could that have come from?
• moved to korea?
• and THEN moved to japan?
• learned some arashi and dbsk dance moves [i dont want to look like an idiot so no, thx] they’re hot.
• have the fti 5’s faces posted all over my bedroom? {i only have 1 poster of MYV in my room, thats IT! *proud*}

i’ll tell you things i AM doing :

• learning a bit o’korean
• and even less japanese
• watching random crap on youtube about all my fave ko&jap artists
• watching soaps whenever i get the urge {have only coffee prince and hana yori dango fully =}
• reaching up to the sky for courage to try and talk korean with actual korean ppl so as to expand my knowledge, oh, and meet cute korean boys XD XD XD {that slipped out}
• cut my hair short, i’m talking Ko Eun Chan length!!! screw what “girly” hair is “supposed” to look like, why am i to follow korea, japan or even america’s ideal for women? HELL NO. i cut it off. =D freedom!!
• i am getting more into cultures and lanuages, i APPRECIATE diversity!! i live diversely so DUH.
• um..i actually DO listen to my MP3 like almost obsessively…so no comment? It blocks the SILENCE and furthermore it is lovely background music..and i love to try and sing along…in other languages..lol…NOW no further comment *embarassed* <—but its pretty vague LOL

LAST THING : in itoshi hito/beloved person by miyavi, does anyone know wth the french part is about…its a phone convo in the background of the song as part of the beat and it goes: alo? oui? quel covu mitozeu.

whats that last part mean…and YES i know i would get kicked out of france for my spelling…lo siento france.