Category Archive

miku

teruki

kanon

bou

these people talk so beautifully, appreciating that they even MET in this big planet where there are no guarantees, and i wish i was a fan back then when bou was still there, he is such a kind compassionate sweetie :’[ grab some tissues, you’ll CRY. this is their last speeches @ their last LIVE concert.

they’re all crying and the crowd is shouting “ganbate” or ganbare? i’m not sure, i think it means good luck…and they are trying to pull themselves together and 3/4ths of their girl fans are crying too..made me tear up and i don’t even know what this movement is all about..bouuu :’[[[

i thought that only happens in africa, and since i dont watch the news…well…i heard it over the radio!! milk and bread costs are WAAAAY up. same with gas. our new president better have a plan for these issues…but thats not the POINT! the point is this :

worldwide starvation?!

the 2ND COMING - is it upon us?

i think i’m scared….how do you guys feel? and what do we do to help, when even america - the world’s only ’superpower’- is affected?! this is bad…but i guess it had to affect us for us to care…but will USA be to busy to care about other nations now?

myanmar..formerly called burma had a huge cyclone and a bunch of ppl are dead, but the govt is going ahead with elections while NOT letting reporters OR aid workers into the country to help.

china declared some days of mourning and let more aid workers come in, even some military. china had a huge earthquake.

YOU CAN’T MOURN IF YOU’RE STRUGGLING TO SURVIVE YOURSELF. if you have no aid in your country you’re gonna join the death count. you need food and shelter! you have no more house.

and what is america doing about it? NOTHING. like always. we only speak out and warn other countries, we are politically motivated in every step we take, we only go in if it is directly beneficial to us.

SO if you get the chance YOUTUBE myanmar, they’re NOT letting reporters in but illegal things DO happen aka theres videos. the govt may keep its people ignorant but we are not a military dictatorship, we have internet. use it wisely. also, i get this channel of worldwide news called ALJAZEERA..its not really allowed in america because it is an independent station and our “democracy” only wants us to know news that will make our opinion pro-USA. but ALJAZEERA is world wide reporters without borders. they report from a variety of perspectives as well.  check it out. it is very educational to the closed american eyes. find out whats happening all over earth.

i hate politics but i hate to be ignorant as well.

most forwards are stupid but maybe you’ll feel blessed when you  finish reading this, maybe your relationship with God will be rekindled and thats worth it. so if you care, then read all the way to the bottom. and then get off the comp. and go do something about it! pray, Bible, hang in nature, start a conversation with God. -which means you also have to LISTEN.

Contributed by one of God’s children who wishes to remain anonymous

“Our Father which art in heaven …”

“Yes?”

“Don’t interrupt me. I’m praying.”

“But you called me.”

“Called you? I didn’t call you. I’m praying. Our Father which art in heaven …”

“There … you did it again.”

“Did what?”

“Called me. You said, Our Father which art in heaven. Here I am. What’s on your mind?”

“But I didn’t mean anything by it. I was, you know, just saying my prayers for the day. I always say the Lord’s Prayer. It makes me feel good, kind of like getting a duty done.”

“All right, go on.”

“Hallowed be thy name …”

“Hold it! What do you mean by that?”

“By what?”

“By hallowed be thy name’?”

“It means … it means … good grief! I don’t know what it means. How should I know? It’s just a part of the prayer. By the way, what does it mean?”

“It means honored … holy … wonderful.”

“Hey, that makes sense. I never thought about what ‘hallowed’ meant before.

“Thy kingdom come, Thy will be done, on earth as it is in heaven.”

“Do you really mean that?”

“Sure, why not?”

“What are you doing about it?”

“Doing? Nothing, I guess! I just think it would be kind of neat if you got control of everything down here like you have up there.”

“Have I got control of you?”

“Well, … I go to church.”

“That isn’t what I asked you. What about your bad temper? You’ve really got a problem there, you know. And then there’s the way you spend your money …all on yourself. And what about the kind of books you read?”

“Stop picking on me! I’m just as good as some of the rest of those people at the church.”

“Excuse me. I thought you were praying for my will to be done. If that is to happen, it will have to start with the ones who are praying for it … like you, for example.”

“Oh, all right. I guess I do have some hang-ups. Now that you mention it, I could probably name some others.”

“So could I.”

“I haven’t thought about it very much until now, but I really would like to cut out some of those things. I would like to … you know … be really free.”

“Good … now we’re getting somewhere! We’ll work together, you and I. Some victories can truly be won. I’m proud of you.”

“Look, Lord, I need to finish up here. This is taking a lot longer than it usually does. Give us this day, our daily bread.”

“You need to cut out the bread. You’re overweight as it is.”

“Hey, wait a minute! What is this … ‘Criticize me day?’ Here I was doing my religious duty, and all of a sudden you break in and remind me of all my hang-ups.”

“Praying is a dangerous thing. You could wind up changed, you know. That’s what I’m trying to get across to you. You called me, and here I am. It’s too late to stop now. Keep praying. I’m interested in the next part of your prayer … (pause). Well, … go on!”

“I’m scared to.”

“Scared? Of what?”

“I know what You’ll say.”

“Try me and see.”

“Forgive us our sins, as we forgive those who sin against us.”

“What about Ann?”

“See? I knew it! I knew you would bring her up! Why Lord, she’s told lies about me, spread stories about my family. She never paid back the debt she owes me. I’ve sworn to get even with her!”

“But your prayer? What about your prayer?”

“I didn’t mean it.”

“Well, at least you’re honest. But it’s not much fun carrying that load of bitterness around inside, is it?

“No, but I’ll feel better as soon as I get even. Boy, have I got some plans for that neighbor. She’ll wish she had never moved into this neighborhood.”

“You won’t feel any better. You’ll feel worse. Revenge isn’t sweet. Think of how unhappy you already are. But I can change all that.”

“You can? How?”

“Forgive Ann. Then I’ll forgive you. Then the hate and sin will be Ann’s problem and not yours. You will have settled your heart.”

“Oh, you’re right. You always are. And more than I want to revenge Ann, I want to be right with you. Ann, I want to be right with you … (pause) … (sigh). All right! All right! I forgive her! Help her to find the right road in life, Lord. She’s bound to be awfully miserable now that I think about it. Anybody who goes around doing the things she does to others has to be out of it. Someway, somehow, show her the right way.”

“There now! Wonderful! How do you feel?”

“Hmmmm … well, not bad. Not bad at all. In fact, I feel pretty great! You know, I don’t think I’ll have to go to bed uptight tonight for the first time since I can remember. Maybe I won’t be so tired from now on because I’m not getting enough rest.”

“You’re not through with your prayer. Go on.”

“Oh, all right. And lead us not into temptation, but deliver us from evil.”

“Good! Good! I’ll do that. Just don’t put yourself in a place where you can be tempted.”

“What do you mean by that?”

“Don’t turn on the TV when you know the laundry needs to be done and the house needs to be picked up. Also, about the time you spend having coffee with your friends … if you can’t influence the conversation to positive things, perhaps you should rethink the value of those friendships. Another thing, your neighbors and friends shouldn’t be your standard for “keeping up with” And please don’t use me for an escape hatch.”

“I don’t understand the last part.”

“Sure you do. You’ve done it a lot of times. You get caught in a bad situation. You get into trouble and then you come running to me. “Lord, if you help me out of this mess, I promise you I’ll never do it again.” Do you remember some of those bargains you tried to make with me?”

“Yes, and I’m ashamed, Lord. I really am.”

“Which bargain are you remembering?”

“Well, there was the night that Bill was gone and the children and I were home alone. The wind was blowing so hard I thought the roof would go any minute and tornado warnings were out. I remember praying, ‘Oh God, if you spare us, I’ll never skip my devotions again.”

“I protected you, but you didn’t keep your promise, did you?”

“I’m sorry, Lord. I really am. Up until now I thought that if I just prayed the Lord’s Prayer every day, then I could do what I liked. I didn’t expect anything to happen like it did.”

“Go ahead and finish your prayer.”

“For Thine is the kingdom, and the power, and the glory forever. Amen.”

“Do you know what would bring me glory? What would really make me happy?”

“No, but I’d like to know. I now want to please you. I can see what a mess I’ve made of my life. And I can see how great it would be to really be one of your followers.”

“You just answered the question.”

“I did?”

“Yes, The thing that would bring me glory is to have people like you truly love me. And I see that happening between us. Now that some of these old sins are exposed and out of the way, well, there is no telling what we can do together.”

“Lord, let’s see what we can make of me, okay?”

“Yes, let’s see.”

the stupid thing about america is the way its people are. nobody is WARM like in spain (where its their culture, you feel like familia here everyone has been hurt and has NEVER recovered. we all keep our deep thoughts to ourselves. outwardly we smile sure, but try and have a good conversation with anyone. NO ONE will let you in. we will trust no one to rob us of our preciously guarded secrets, our real honest emotions, our crazy at times painful pasts, we will let no one see our loneliness. the worst scare prolly is not that everyone will find out about you and laugh, but that APATHY is all you will be met with. just a big huge fat wall of “i don’t care!” . And its prolly happened b4, so we trust no one to care and yet we care what everyone else thinks soooo much, but we pretend we don’t, but they don’t really care about judging us because they’re all to busy worrying about what WE think as well. as for those poor souls who are hurt the deepest…well theres 2 types. the silent person who has decided not to talk at all and theres soo much pain, and these ppl are all around but they are prolly just silent about that part of their life, the real part, while they joke gaily about for everyone else to perceive that nothing is wrong. and then theres the other type of person, that really bugs me, but that needs the MOST love to revert back to human. the person who is loud and obnoxious and hates basically everyone, is always judging out loud, picking fights, and calling ppl names, out all the of insecurity and loneliness just bitter meanness shines through their thick protective layer and their carefully crafted attitude. if hit with kindness and love these ppl can heal, but usually they are avoided, when you see, these are the very ppl who are crying out for your very attention. its pretty stupid isn’t it? all the shows and airs we put on for others. i mean if someone doesn’t like you then they weren’t a good candidate for a friend or [acquaintance either] anyway. i guess we all don’t think that other ppl feel this way, but we all do sometimes, cummon. and at the same time we desperately wish someone would SAVE US we wouldn’t save anyone else. we are selfish, looking out for only our needs. well guess what? if you pick a good person and open up to them chances are that you will become friends, and that will take away a lot of the loneliness. i’m just writing cuz my best friend is no longer existant. or so it would seem. we drifted apart because we supposedly had no time to hang out. we coulda made time, but we didn’t, and now when we hang its infuriatingly awkward, and though i am alone, the only thing that scares me now…is that i feel apathetic about having no one who actually knows me. i take refuge in my studies. i am a perfect example of the quiet person. i am the loudest person everyone and their grandmothers know, but i have no one, i mean i’ve always been a drifter and i know like frikin everyone, 4 serious, but i wouldn’t dream of letting anyone in. nope. besides, i see them for what they are and what i am as well, we all are selfish and looking to protect our true selves from the outside world. cuz its kinda harsh…and we’re not healed. so i happily provide the jokes and entertainment and they provide the laughter and smiles, its understood. and whilst this is amusing, its just routine, its not actually fulfilling. especially as a girl, i need to talk alot…i guess lol, but what i really wanted to say there is that i need emotional fulfillment and i have alot of wrong ideas about myself…and damn why the frick why are all teenagers insecure?!!! ffffffffff****.

hey, some guy who is really angry that he got AIDS is going around putting his blood in the ketchup bottles in restaurants. you know how at clubs they put it on a needle and just poke random ppl? well this seems worse…so please only use the packets, like at fast food places and stuff. cuz its not that likely that guy was so angry he went and injected ALL the little packets in the world. and i mean, guy, we’re here 4 u man, if u wanna talk let it out. but if u live in USA its not much chance u got HIV by yourself…so? but still call a hotline..or…i mean…cummon, how would u like to see an innocent baby contract that? wouldn’t u feel worse?

*be sure u tell ur friends family and even ur enemies to steer clear of ketchup!*

i have “a hunch” that america’s youth is addicted to depression. they are addicted to despair, angry music, and feeding their angst ridden emotions. well, ppl, this is NOT healthy, i dont care what the culture says! and flirting with suicide is in fact NOT cool.

i propose that you look on the brightside of life. you have the privilege of getting an education, hence you will never starve to death due to poverty. and its free! and even required!

in other countries ppl develop resilience, life is very tough, they forget how to laugh even, because life is so hard, but these ppl DONT GIVE UP. in America we think that its OK to give up, give in, and NOT TRY. well newsflash its NOT! if we give up on ourselves how are we going to help others? how are we going to witness to the ppl around us using our livestyles/lives as examples?

i am always surprised when i see smart kids think that “C” is a passing grade. they know full well they are capable of way more and yet they only do what is necessary to barely pass. Maybe USA is bored? no goals, dreams. No one to push us, give up difficulties to overcome. to inspire us. to make us try.

so next time you have a difficult/tough situation, see it as a BLESSING! now you can strive to overcome. and hence become a better person. there is ur stimulus! and if u need support in the endeavor call up one of ur friends and explain to them ur problem and deepen ur friendship and get through it together. grow up whilst growing closer.

p.s. ppl not living deliberately makes me angry particularly because i am “a foreigner” technically, so i don’t just get stuff handed to me. i have to WORK for it. and when i see lazy ppl getting freebies just because they were born here it pisses me off. i just wanna say that without ppl immigrating into America, America would die. we’re the ones who come here get educated and work for u lazy ppl who just sit there. only the best from every other country make it here{thats right ur REALLY stingy with visas and citizenship}. we keep the economy up and all that too. so how about u get up and stop being useless. try saving ur own country. eh? can you? i hope u feel challenged/stimulated enough to prove yourselves now.

well…this is gonna be tough to read, but try, to sort out what im saying and pick out the well meaning advice, mkay? thx.

so then lets start : i think i’m pretty. now alot of you are thinking, “oh, you’re lucky”. well NO i’m not, YOU”RE just stupid for believing that it is possible for God to create someone who is NOT beautiful/handsome. beauty radiates outward from the inside. i know someone who smiled so much that all i could see was how lovely that person was, appearance played NO role in that conclusion either. CONFIDENCE is attractive. you can be ugly, its fine. its not even about ur face, its about the way u act, carry yourself. be confident! it attracts everyone!!

and honestly now, all teenagers are deeper than they look. in fact all ppl (about over 13) are! In our culture today we all think pretty heavy and deep thoughts at least from time to time. we ALL have opinions on morals, drugs, sex, acceptable behavior, etc. and yet we ALL feel like other ppl/teenagers could never connect with us!! i mean come ON! our generation should be able to relate perfectly to each other. you should all know by now that you are not alone!! cutting, bulimia, anorexia, depression, divorce, drugs/chemicals and drinking.

we look at each other and we judge, we say, “ah, what a poser!” but in all honesty who are we kidding? we all want to FIT. to find our place. or even to be looked up to as “cool”. But you know the “cool/popular” kids often don’t even know that they ARE socially accepted. cuz other kids are scared to talk to them, thinking that they’re “not cool enough” to do so. so you see, ‘popular’ ppl still aren’t talked to and experience the same as any other person . they don’t even know you labeled them as popular in the 1st place.

so how about we go around today and make a new friend?, someone we never talked to b4. and we say “hi” to them consistently until we know them well. as for ppl who are already pretty much your friends how about you strike up deeper, more intellectual mature conversations. and eventually we can also grow further in relationships and stop shielding ourselves from others and instead OPEN UP and take a chance. its OK to get hurt, it helps you grow. it makes you stronger, and improves ur character.

so reach out to ppl, create healthy relationships, and maintain them. cause, YES, relationships take maintenance, put INTO a relationship what you want to get out of it. honestly.

build each other up. forgive your enemies. fight bad ppl by BEING KIND to them, it doesnt matter if you dont think its fair. revenge is not for you to inflict. surprise them! surprise yourself! SERIOUSLY. its AT LEAST worth a TRY.

“Hope has never been false.” -obama <— good quote, aite?